I love the look in your eyes;I always see my name.

My thoughts are all about him and him and him and him.

I want to call him mine though his not officially my boyfriend.

He calls me his princess and often regarded himself as my slave.

While lying at my lap, he once told me, "Oo baga..aso mo lang ako, alipin mo...ano pa nga ba?" Then I gave him a torturing look and said, "Bakit? Nagrereklamo ka?" With his loving smile he took my hand and apologized sweetly, "Hindi naman po, gusto ko naman talaga 'tong ginagawa ko. Prinsesa baga kita."

He means everything to me.
He gives me more kisses than heartaches.
He chooses to be drown from my breath than to be drown from liquors.
He stays beside me and at the same time takes me to a place of colorful butterflies, fluttering birds and enchanted trees.
He loves it when I'm jealous of someone.
He bites my ears when he wants to hug me.
He respects all the things about me.
He keeps on telling me he loves me.
He makes my blockmates think that he's madly in love with me. And yes he is.
He likes it when I'm eating more than what he eats.
He stammers everytime I make him feel I'm staring at him.
He says "thank you" whenever I look into his eyes and say "I love you"
He means I love you when he's telling me he's gonna leave me.
He tells me he will look for someone better than but can't find one.
He smiles at me when we accidentally and intentionally taking a glance at each other.
He makes me feel LOVE.

parang ayaw nya aqng katabi..hehe.

Weeh. Head over heels pa rin ako. Wag ng kumontra. Hehe. Wala lang, kung bakit ba naman kasi masyadong masaya sa tuwing ang isang tao'y umiibig. Haha. Makulay ang buhay.

Sya nga pala,bakit kaya hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin ako nagpapass ng reaction paper sa NSTP?haha..ang tagal na nun..

Tuesday na naman bukas may pasok na naman. Hay naku. Ayos lang.haha..

Darn.

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Boy, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling 'coz you'll always be my baby.

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Sunday morning rain is falling

Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you

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at bakit ang tagal ng byahe from Daet to Naga..ang tagal dumating ni Beloved ko..

Are you?

I conquered hell and even met Satan himself. Yet I'm still alive and celebrating life. Don't bother ask why I am in such high spirits. I'm not pretty sure if everything about my life is fine but I'm enjoying everything I have right now.

Enough of englishes..haha

Siguro nga and rami ko pang gustong makuha. Isa na dun yung maging DL..whoa. Ang totoo medyo malabo na rin naman yun kasi hindi naman mataas yung isang subject ko. Hindi lang pala isa, marami pa. Parang ironic kasi galing ako sa isang "science high school" tapos ganu, sa Physical Sciences pa ako medjo tagilid. Azaar.

Haha..naalala ko nga pala,hindi pa ako nagssubmit ng reaction paper sa NSTP at hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa rin alam kung ano nag dapat isagot sa mga tanong dun.

harhar,eniweiz..

I'm just soo happy kasi I'm with my friend, Naxcz. Hehe..matagal-tagal na rin kaming hindi nakakapag bonding together kahit super sa uber ang lapit namin sa isa't isa sa room. Pareho kasi kaming artitahin and all kaya busy kami. Ako sa table tennis and some other (not yet be mentioned) stuffs. Sya naman, sa the Pillars and other stuffs na rin, o diba mas makabuluhan ng ilang patak yung sa kanya.hehe. And because she decided to go with me at hindi pumunta sa dakila nilang opish at habang ako naman ay walang training today,nandito kami sa Kumpyuteran at obcurs naman nagcococmputer..haha.

Parang nakakaramdam na ako ng gutom,si Kuya Seki kasi kumagat sa burger ko.hehe..well, speaking of Kuya Seki na masyadong related sa pagttable tennis ko, yan. improving na ang laro ko. Weeh, and I meant it. Medyo konti ayos na lang sa paa ko pwede ng laro papuntang Manila.Wahaha.


By the way,ehem..medyo love ko na si "blockmate". Haha. Obvious ba? Ai naku, masyado naman talaga akong swerte sa kanya hindi ko lang matanggap.Hehe. Nung Tuesday e medjo na parang nagdate effect kami. Hindi sana ganun yung mangyayari dahl hahanap lang naman dapat kami ng shirt at uuwi na. Pero since, nagugutom na ako (na kadalasn namang nangyayari) at makapal na talaga nag pagmumukha ko eh..ganito na yun..

Malean: Gutom na ako... (kunwaring tulala para may effect)
Mikel:(naniwala naman) Ako rin eh, san mo gusto kumain?
Malean: Uhm, Mcdo tayo..kanya-kanya na lang kasi medjo nagtaas na sila eh..(sabay ngiti sa kanya)
Mikel: O cge, pero libre ko na..minsan lang 'to..
(ilang minutes pagtapos namin pumasok sa Mcdo
Malean: Nu kakainin mo?
Mikel: kung anu ang kakainin mo..(painosenteng tumingin sa walls ng Mcdo)
Malean: Sigurado ka?Bahala ka..
Mikel: Oo, basta ako magbabayad..
Malean: Duh..kakain ako ng cheese burger tapos ikaw magbabayad?anu ka ba?
Mikel: Basta, O order na tayo..
Malean: (ilinabas ko na yung aking pera linabas nya rin yung sa kanya) Uhm, cheese burger ka rin? 68 pesos..
Mikel:(kinuha ang perang hawak ko at pinalitan ng 200) Kulang pa ba yan? sabay kuha ulit sa kamay ko at ibinalik ang pera ko..
Malean: Bahala ka..sige, kaw na nga magbayad..(yahoo..hehe)
Mikel: Yan lang kakainin mo? Ayaw mo ng ice cream? Rice? Chicken?
Malean: Hoy, Mikel tingin mo sakin matakaw? Hindi ako pwedeng mag-ice cream ngayon may sipon pa ako. Sa bahay na lang ako kakain ng rice..(sabay tawa,,hehe..aning)
Mikel: Ay, oo nga pala..

habang kumakain...

Mikel: Ang saya-saya ko ngayon..
Malean: Halata nga, tingnan mo yang ngiti mo..
Mikel: Gusto mo pang umorder?
Malean: Ang sama mo, tingin mo talaga sakin matakaw ako..(totoo naman)
Mikel: Baka kasi kulang pa sayo..hehe..
Malean: Ewan ko sayo. (kakagat ng burger)
Mikel: i love you
Malean: (At dahil may laman ang bibig ko ngumiti na lang ako)
Mikel: i love you..mahal kita..hindi kita iiwan..maghihintay lang ako..
Malean: (Halos ubusin na ang Coke sa pag-inom)
Mikel: Ang ganda talaga ng mahal ko.. (titingin sakin habang kumakain ako..)
Malean: (ehem..sabay lunok ng burger) pinagbobobola mo talaga ako..
Mikel: Hindi,basta akin ka na lang hah?
Malean: Ayoko
Mikel: Cge na?
Malean:Hirap magdecide eh..
Mikel: BAsta, maghihintay ako
Malean: (ubos na ang Coke,kagat-kagat ang straw) I love you.
Mikel: (nakatingin sakin)
Malean: (kagat pa rin ang straw) I love you.
Mikel: (sa wakas nacomprehend nya na..)paki ulit?
Malean: sabi ko i love you pero kelangan ko muna mag-isip..hindi ko poa rin sya makalimutan..
Mikel: Anung sabi mo?
Malean: wala.may sinabi ba ako?
Mikel:ee..ulitin mo..sige na please..
Malean: I love you(korni ai..)
Mikel:(nagbblush na sya) kinakabahan ako..(sabay pikit)ang sarap pakinggan..maghihintay po ako..
Malean: (ngingiti-ngiti na lang)
Mikel: Ayaw mo na talagng kumain?
Malean: Heh!ewan ko sayo.

"45 things a girl wants, but wont ask for it"

1. Hug her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends
together.
KEEP READING
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more,
deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her
more than you, deny it. Fight back
and hug her tight so she can't
get to her friends, it makes her
feel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you
whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the
waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about
her.
One last thing you need to do to show
her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her
car- it makes her feel protected,
plus it never hurts to act like a
gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything -
only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something
wrong, ask her- if she denies
something being wrong, it means
SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT-
so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls
you know !!
WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE
AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US
26. Don't lie to HER.
27. DON'T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. Text messege or call her in the
morning and tell her have a good
day at work {or school}, and how
much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she
needs you, & even when she doesn't
need you, just be there so she'll
know that she can ALWAYS count on
you.
ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER
BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT !!
31. Hold her close when she's cold so
she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE, hold her close
and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEKS (it will
give her the hint that you want to
kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm
around her and then she will
automatically put her head on
your shoulder, then lean in and
tilt her chin up and kiss her
LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even
jokingly or act like you're mad. If
shes upset, comfort her.
REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE
WITH HER NEXT
36. When people DISS her, stand up for
her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell
her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put
her head on your chest so she can
listen to the steady beat of your
heart. Link your fingers together
while you whisper to her as she
rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other
grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her, HOLD her in your
arms as long as possible.
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call or text her at night to wish
her SWEET DREAMS.
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe
away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love
her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how
much you love her and then bend
down to her face and kiss her
while sitting on her.
You'll never know when she needs
just a little bit more love

Malean aning

aug 3
kanina eh gumising ako ng 5:45 at nakiramdam kung umuulan ba o hindi. Nung ma feel kong hindi, bumagaon na ako,,naligo at nagbihis ng pang jogging. By 6 am nasa Basilica na ang beauty ko. Witing for my team mates. At matapos dumating ang tatlo kong boylets este ka-team nag simula na kaming mag-jog..umambon,umulan ng malakas,huminto ang ulan;nagjogging,tumigil at nagjogging ulit..at pag tapos ng ilang rounds napagod na kami at nagdecide na umupo na..naalala kong sa shoes ko linagay ang pera ko na 120 pesos..nawindang na lamang ako ng makitang wala na yung money..stupisd gurl. yan tuloy lumibot ako ng lumibot, tinulungan na ako ni Kuya Bert, at Kuya Tom, pero wala pa rin. No sigh of 120 pesos. Idiota naman kasi ako..aning.tsk. Yan..sumakay na lang kami ng Fx ni Kuay Tom at kumain sa Kinalas Twin. Buti at lab talaga ako ni Kuya Bert, yun libre yung kinain ko..wawa daw kasi ako.hehe..
Umuwi ng bahay at muling natulog..hehe..
aug 2
Pag gising ko ng nga bandang 4 pm dahil di nga ako makatulog ng maayos dahil kay "blockmate" eh natadtad ako ng mga messages nya saying:
"Mhl n mhl po kt, alm mo yn, nnd2 lng aq pr syo, pro ayusin n muna ntn mga problema ntn,bgo tyo bmlik s dti, gs2 q bumlik k skn n wl ng prob., hi2ntyn po kt, ayusin mo n yn, ayos lng qng sya pi2liin mo, wg mo aqng piliin dhl naaawa k skn, qng pi2liin mo mn aq gus2 q ung mhal mo n aq." Sent:2-Aug-2008 04:03:39

di ko alam dapat isagot kaya nag-isp na lang ako ng kung anu-ano kahit di na ako dinalaw ng antok. Hay, unang-una wala akong prob na dapat ayusin..di ba Ease? ikalawa, anu nga ba yung dating tayo? ikatlo, bakit kasi ako pa?hay.hay.hay.

aug 1
Tumawag sa akin si Ease dahil napilitan na rin naman sya,,hehe.. Matagal ang pag-uusap namin at parang nakahalata na rin ang iba kong block mates dahil inoorasan na rin nila yung tawag nya. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero masaya ako nang makausap ko sya. uuwi yata sya ngayong August, I hope to see him. Hehe,.

Ay naku, at parang nagtampo naman yata si "blockmate" nang sinabi kong tumawag si Ease sakin at sabi ko uuwi sya..hehe..parang abot tenga siguro ang ngiti ko habang nagkwekwento kaya yun ang ending medyo pinahabol nya lang naman ako. Iniwan nya rin ako na hindi pa nag-eexplain at parang na balewala yung beauty ko nung oras na yun. Sakit din pala.

Ibinuhos ko na lang lahat ng emotions ko sa paglalaro ng table tennis..hanggang sa alas-otcho na pala ng gabi. Ayoko pang umuwi, kahit gutom na gutom na ako. Buti na lang at mahal ako ni Kuya Bert, napilitan syang sabayan ako sa pagkain ng pizza sa Greenwich, naalala ko tuloy yung mahilig sa pizza..hay.




july 31
I'm supposed to donate a bag of blood that day but because of some annoying circumstances and the fact that I'm not in the age to donate I was forbidden to do so.
What I did is watch my team mates' blood sucked from their veins. Bongang-bongang laki ng needle. Coach Bert was also deferred from donating his blood because of his ear piercing done only that week also he consumed some liquor before that day. The excited I, ended up wandering around the Xavier Hall with Kuya Bert. Bringing some misfortunes for that morning I saw my stalker last summer stepping at the said hall. I cautiously eyed him and whisphered at Kuya's ear, "Kuya, haloy pa sindang kukuanan blood? yaon kaya digdi si sinabi kong nagsunod sako." He wasn't surprised by what I said. He even smiled and pointed the 'monstrous' man, "Iyan? Nakakatakot man talaga." I did not bother ask him, he might saw my expression when that man appeared before me.
At sa wakas matapos ang limang oras nang paghihintay eh sumakay na kami ng Tamarraw Fx ni Kuya Tom. Umuwi na kasi sina Ate Denz and Kuya Oyi kaya kaming tatlo na lang ang magkakasama. The plan was to eat lunch at E-mall pero since pagkatapos i-park ni Kuya Tom ang Fx nya sa tapat ng Marantz(nagkataong sila pala ang may ari nun)eh na-sight ko ang beauty ni Ma'am Arlene. Hayun at todo sa kwentuhan silang dalawa ni Kuya Bert. Mga bandang alas-dos napagod na rin sila kaya dertso na kaming E-mall. At ang dapat na lunch na linu-look forward ko eh naging ice cream(pabor pa rin,libre ni Kuya Bert) nagpalipas kami dun ng oras..tapos biglang dumating sina Kuya Oyi and Lei. Umakyat na kami ng World of Fun dahil medyo matagal pa naman mag 3pm..
Nung 3:15 na, nagdecide na si Coach-Kuya Bert na pumunta na kami sa Jollibee where a Kiddie Party is waiting for us.(Kunwari di nyo 'to nabasa...nakita ko dun si Mr. Greg Iles..weee..aattend rin sya ng Kiddie party at hinihintay nya rin ang mga ka-team nya..)
Nung nasa loob na kami ng Jollibee ay nagsimula na ang walang katapusang say. Parang di mga college students ang nandun,,hehe..Napasama pa ako sa games,enjoy talaga.
Well, dahil natapos ng 5pm ang party at sadyang mga MABABAIT kaming bata eh hindi pa umuwi ang team. Punta ulit E Mall, syempre naglaro ulit kami sa WOF. Ang dami kong nakuhang tickets ang dami ko ring nagastos na pera,solb naman.haha. Nakakuha pa ako ng Nemo na stuffed toy dun sa parang Dream Catcher..haha..O diba?

july30
nabasa nya na ang blog ko..speechless ang beauty ko..weeeeee