Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Animal-ness! Sunugin na ng buhay!

Read this.

Bishop confirms he has custody of priest accused of rape

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BUTUAN CITY, Philippines—Bishop Juan de Dios Pueblos confirmed Saturday that he has transferred a parish priest in his diocese who has been accused of raping a 17-year-old girl to the Bishop’s Palace in Butuan City but declined to comment at all on the case.

Word that the Rev. Raul Cabonce of the St. Anne Parish in Tubay, Agusan del Norte, had been transferred came first on Friday from the Caraga regional chapter of the women’s group Gabriela, which is assisting the girl in pursuing her charges against the priest.

“He is under my custody,” Pueblos said in a return call to the Inquirer. But he declined to discuss the case beyond confirming that the priest had been reassigned.

Lina Linaban, secretary general of Gabriela in Caraga, said in a statement on Friday her group was not satisfied with the removal of Cabonce from Tubay.

“It is not enough to transfer the erring priest to another parish where he can still violate other girls. He should be made accountable (for his acts) under the State’s laws as well as Church laws,” she said.

Linaban said the experience of the girl, identified only as Leah, showed “that exploitation and abuse occur even in places that seem safe.”

“We are saddened that the crime happened within the very institution that is supposed to uphold morality. The priest exploited Leah’s trust and violated her despite her young age,” Linaban said.

The alleged victim filed charges of rape, acts of lasciviousness and child abuse against Cabonce at the Agusan del Norte prosecutor’s office last Thursday.

She claimed that Cabonce abused her on five different occasions since September.

Cabonce repeatedly denied the allegations in radio interviews, dismissing them as “trumped–up” charges concocted by his unidentified detractors.

He would not elaborate, however, saying he would file his answer to the charges in due time.

Linaban said based on the account of the girl, Cabonce had initially molested her by touching her private parts.

“Subsequent molestations, the last one ending in rape, happened on March 3 and 14,” Linaban said.

She said the girl “was threatened with a curse and an end to her scholarship to prevent her from telling anyone about her sexual ordeal.”

Linaban said Cabonce also “made sure that his guns and bladed weapon were in plain sight of Leah while violating her inside his room.”

Atel Hijos, Gabriela spokesperson for the Caraga region, said that despite Cabonce’s denial, it was unlikely for the girl to make up stories that could soil her reputation.

“(She has) a strong case and sufficient evidence for Father Raul Cabonce’s conviction,” she said.

Hijos told the Inquirer their group took custody of Leah, who “is now undergoing counseling for the severe emotional and psychological trauma resulting from Father Cabonce’s abuses.”

“Leah was greatly affected by her traumatic experience. She could not imagine that this could happen to her considering that she trusted the priest as a man of God,” Linaban said.

She said Gabriela has urged Pueblos not to protect Cabonce and not cover up for the priest’s alleged misdeeds.

“Bishop Pueblos should be an instrument of justice and equality rather than engage in a cover up to protect Father Cabonce,” Hijos said.

“Like Leah, there may be other girls, who are not given the opportunity to finish their studies because of lack of resources. And often, like Leah, they are exploited because of their poverty,” she said.

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Hay. This made me cry. Ambigat. Biglang nagdilim ang paningin ko. Grr. Naghihimagsik sa galit ang puso ko. Hayop ka Cabonce! Hayop! Pfft. Grabe. Ewan. Hay.

Justice must be served, both in the State's laws and the Church laws! Damn you! Damn you! Damn you!

Friday, August 26, 2011

BIG BANG!

Yeah. Four-leaf clover is finally in a relationship with SOMEBODY ELSE.

DO
NOT
ASK
ME.


I AM FINE.

Good for him.
End of story.
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Mr. LONG DISTANCE,
Ikaw.
Oo, ikaw ang namimiss ko.
Letse.
Ansama lang ng huling text.
May nahanap na raw na iba.
Ewan ko sa'yo.


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Parareho na sana! Maray pa si Crush (kaso may gerplend) bakong STRESS kaulay. Hanep. Mayo. Friends-friends na lang talaga. Hahaha! :))

Thursday, August 25, 2011

I hate the stars because I look at the same ones as you do, without you.

It's weird.
I miss you.
Yesterday I kept on reading your messages the whole day.
Waiting, yearning for another message from you.
It's weird.
I like you.
But I can't do anything to be with you right now.
You can't be here. I can't be there.

Hay. Sad story na naman.
Keri lang. Carry on.


Wednesday, August 24, 2011

I'll stop the world and melt with you.

Goodness!
Mukhang hindi na ko mi-mingle sa iba.
I FOUND HIM! ^_____^

PERO
Bat naman kung kelan may ISANG TAO nang handang samahan ka e tska naman ANLAYO niya sa'yo? BAKEEEET?

Gulay. LONG DISTANCE SUCKS BIG TIME.

I wanna get to know you better.
I wanna share good times with you.
But how can we do these when we're miles apart? Hay naku.

Suya. Arg.
Nakakainis. Nakakalungkot.

Pakiramdam ko, ikaw na 'yung matagal na hinihintay ko. Maybe waiting for a couple of months won't matter. Sana hindi magbago 'yung kung anumang nararamdaman mo. Ewan. Hindi pa rin kasi natin masabi. Pwede rin kasing lunukin ko lahat ng sinusulat ko ngayon. Pwedeng bukas o sa makalawa e mag-boyprend na ko bigla. Hindi natin alam kung ano pa ang mga susunod na magaganap. Ewan. Yes, I want you here. I want you here beside me.
Hay naku, kung nandito ka lang talaga e tiyak matutuwa ka naman. Hay.

Pero 'yan, tulad nga nang napag-usapan naten, wala talagang patutunguhan ang ganitong sistema. Eeee. >______<

Wala. Hay. Ano ba yan, parang andami ng lalaki ang nabanggit ko dito sa blog ko. Lahat e pambihirang hindi nagiging totoo. DRAWING LAHAT. Ano ba? Hindi naman ako mahirap magkagusto, obviously. Basta nice and may makita lang akong something awesome about the person, yun na yun. Hay naku. Hindi rin pala ikaw ang unang attempt ng long distance. Pero, er, it's kinda different with you. Baket kaya? Hay. Mabigyan lang talaga ako ng isang araw kasama ka, naku! Oh well, ganyan talaga.
Nemen yen! Arg.

Bat kasi ngayon ka lang nagsabi, di ba? Ansuplado mo pa nga sakin dati tapos you find me weird. Ni hindi kita pagkakamalan na may, er, something saken. Hahaha! Ngayon, er, we badly want to be with each other. Kasi naman...bat kasi... Hay naku.
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Wag na. Wag na lang magmahal. Hahaha! Okay na yan, friends na lang sa lahat. Hahaha! Magkirirsan na sana para cool lang. Pfft. Hahaha! Kasi naman... >____<

Saturday, August 20, 2011

You make me melt like a hot fudge on a sundae.

Once and for all para sa lahat ng kaartehan kong, er, (FINE)...ulit. Para sa lahat ng sakit, tampo, inis, at pagmamahal na nararamdaman ko para SAYO...

kahit pa hindi ko naman nakikitang KUMIKISLAP ang mga MATA mo sa tuwing kasama siya...

Dear Asshole,

Whatever had happened to us, I still believe that you have a golden heart. I think I have to agree with you. I fell for the wrong person. Nonetheless, you are still one of the nicest, sweetest and meanest guys I ever went out with. You are still awesome for me. Goodness! I should be cursing you right now for making me feel neglected but here I am saying all these nice things to you. Oh well, love isn't full of butterflies fluttering in the meadows. I have a fair share of pain. All I want is to look back at the good old days we shared. Dear! I envy her. You pretty know I am not insecure with her and never will I be. It's just that, like your former Lady love, she's damned lucky to have you holding her hand and keeping you at her side. The things I would not be able to reclaim. As always, your happiness matters to me. If you're happy with her, even though she's not a goddess (HAHAHA!), then I'll respect that. I would not be around anymore. Take care of yourself.

I love you.

Sincerly,
Stupid

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HELLO
october 30, 2010

"hey.. i know my apologies wont make you feel better, but i know you'll be ok.. im so fucking ashamed.. just wanna thank you for making me feel better when i was down, thank you for the company, thank you for the chitchats and the warm hugs. thank you for the smiles. thank you so much..i will miss whatever we had between us. by the way si si dapat sinabi ko sa Mcdo: "you have all the reasons, but how come i just can't damn fall for you".. You appreciate my interests, you make me feel im fucking special, your simply understanding, i like your sense of humor..damn it. you are stellar el. sorry if you fell for the wrong person.

+HUGS+

see you 'round hot fudge sundae. take care!"

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PS:

Please do not talk ILL about me. I would be very, very hurt if that happens. Honey, the last thing you would want to happen is injure my pride. Please be kind with your words.

Thursday, August 18, 2011

I'm stellar, NOT.


"Kapag pinili mo
ang isang maling bagay
at pinagpilitan ito,
paulit-ulit na isasampal sa'yo
ang mga dahilan kung bakit MALI ITO."

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Kalamado pa.

What's wrong with people?
Er..trying to be friendly and all...
dahil gusto niyang kumalas sa ibang tropa niya?

Arg. Naku.

Tapos pag nagpaka-rude at pranka ka, babalikan ka ng letseng karma.

Taena. Ano ba!

It's not fucking wrong to befriend somebody. Just be efffin discreet about doing it! Come on! I'm more honest than you are so please, don't let me say the nasty truth. Damn it. Masyado ka pong makulit.

Ay naku. At lumabas na kong masama! Yeah. Great.

TANG-INA THESE AND THOSE.

BITTER AKO, BITTER.

LETSE.

PANG-ASAR TALGA.

HAYP NA BUHAY.

HAYP NA MARAY.

HAHAHAHA.

AMPALAYA MODE LANG E.

WOOO.

DARN IT.

BUT WHY SHOULD I GET MAD WHEN YOU'RE STARTING TO BE HAPPY?

HAY.

THAT'S WHAT I WANTED.

CRAZY. I WANTED TO MAKE YOU HAPPY.

BUT THEN YOU DON'T WANT ME.

HIGH-TIME TO STOP DOING THINGS

LIKE ASKING HER FRIEND TO TELL HER TO CHEER YOU UP.

AMAZING.

YEAH.

MAYBE, I SHOULD ALSO STOP CHECKING YOU OUT,

WORRYING FOR YOU..

YEAH

BULLSHIT!

AND MAYBE...

I WOULD NOT EVEN START

BEING JEALOUS.


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I SHOULD NOT GIVE A SHIT.


Sunday, August 14, 2011

tulong ng tulong sa iba.
sarili niya di matulungan.
ang hilig makinig sa iba.
sakanya walang nakikinig.
kapag linalapitan, nandyan naman.
kapag lumalapit, walang pwede.
taena.

punyemas.

lagi na lang.


I'm scared.

It's really tiresome to pretend you're cool and all
when in reality every vein of you is struggling.

I always have to look like I'm strong because nobody will bother to take care of me but myself.
I always have to fake a smile so as to make everybody happy.

Nobody sees it.
Nobody tries.

Nobody gets the real crap out of me.

Hay.


The un-understandable me. :[


To the most intelligent lunatics I love.

I had a great night! Wooot! ^____^

belated Happy birthday Khris and Reuben!
Thanks for the treat! Ansarap, sarap at nakakabusog kumain sa Shakey's pag tayo ang magkakasama. Syeaaa.

Sayang nga lang at wala ang ilan pa nating mga beloved friends.

Na-MISS ko kayo.Hehehe. Ansaya niyo pa rin talaga kasama. Kahit wala masyadong kwentuhan at kamustahan kanina parang ramdam ko namang mahal na mahal natin ang isa't isa. Thank you for having me around. Thank you for letting me become a part of your life. Thank you for all the antics. Thank you for all the stupidity. Thank you for the witty jokes. Sabi nga ni Jols, kapag HAVEY, JOKE, pero kapag WALEY, SHARING lang yun. I thank you for both the HAVEY and the WALEY.


through UPS and DOWNS
through CROOKED and STRAIGHT paths
through FOODS and LIQUORS
through GOOD and BAD times
through BIRTHDAYS and FIESTAS
through COMMON FRIENDS and COMMON NEMESES
through the HOOPS and LOOPS


from the bottom of my OVERWHELMING MIND and HEART,

THANK YOU!
XIE XIE!
MERCI!
KOMAPSUMNIDA!
ARIGATO!
GRAZIE!
GRACIAS!
DANKE!
SALAMAT!







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*LUNATIC as you may name each of us, but we are not your typical bunch of goodies.
We know the value of education and we never compromise it.
We study hard but we never forget to do bar hopping.
We eat like monsters but we never forget anyone to have a bite of the apple.
We spend time together but we never ignore "THEIR" curfews.
We share a common ground but we let ourselves grow as individuals.
We are dreamers but we make sure that our dreams will turn out as realities.


I just hold too much pride with you guys. I love you. ^____^

Friday, August 12, 2011

Nagpapaalam pa. Pagbigyan niyo na.

Dear Somebody Else,

Please take care of him.
Appreciate his creative self.
Do not fail to listen to his stories.
Make him smile; make him laugh.
Recognize the value of his presence.
Look pass through his stubbornness.


You will need to be patient and understanding when dealing with him.
The moment he gives you his trust, never break it. His trust is worth having.

He is COOL.
sometimes INSENSITIVE.
He is DETERMINED.
often times he is as STUBBORN as me.
He is ARTISTIC in every sense.
there are just these moments
when he needs STARDUST.
If you fall in love with him,
then you will be the luckiest
and maybe, the COOLEST girl in town.


Sincerely,

Somebody-Who-Used-To-Eat-Lunch-With-Him

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Too much.

History repeats itself. Dati yung si Mike kay Popot. Ngayon... hay.
Ano ba yan? Lagi na lang...lagi na lang... :|

Yeah. Hindi talaga ako nagkamali. Yeah. Ang galing talaga ng gut feeling ko, tang-ina this! Hahaha! Animal-ness! Wohooo! Whatta feeling!

All along...lahat ng pag-asa ay gumuho at naglaho. Letsugas. Parang pinaglalaruan lang ako ng hayop na tadhana. FU ka! FU ka tadhana! Lumayas ka sa daraanan ko!

Arg.

Hay. Damn me! Damn me for thinking you're the nicest jerk. Damn me for thinking you're awesome. Damn me for having this fucking love. Damn me.


Animal-ness na sitwasyon. Hahahaha! Loser ka, Mal. Hahaha! Yuck. Weak. So, weak. IMBA. Wala ka naman palang sinabi e. Sows. Wala. Wala. Walang-wala. Taena. Hahaha.
Kung may gusto ka kahit kelan e hindi napapasayo. Yucks. Ngayon, mistula kang naghabol sa kanya, anong napala mo? Kanino siya may gusto ngayon? Ha? Ha?

Hindi ka kasi cool. Hahaha.
Masyado ka kasing matalino. Nagmamaganda ka pa, feelingera. Oo, maganda ka, pero di ka marunong mag-inarte. Yan, yan. Hindi magkakagusto sayo ang taong gusto mo kasi masyado kang agresibo. Andami mong pinaninindigan, masyado kang malakas, masyado kang liberated, masyado kang spontaneous. Loser. Siguro, magiging mayaman ka, pero walang magmamahal sa'yo, bitch. Hahaha. Letse. Walang lalaking gusto mo ang kayang tanggapin ang buong pagkatao mo. You're too much to handle. Hindi ka pa kilos babae. Hindi ka rin lampa. Yuck. Ano ka lalaki? Tapos naghahanap ka pa ng lalaki? ASA ka PA!

You're fucked up, lady. Fucking fucked up!

Taena, mainsecure ka na... hindi ikaw gusto niya. Hahaha. Letse.

*hay, bat kaya laging pinapababa ng mga lalaking minamahal ko ang self-confidence at self-esteem ko? animal-ness!*


Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Bat di na lang kasi tanggaping katulad ka rin nila? Hay. :|

Hopeless.

Nalulungkot ako.

Namimiss pa rin kita.

Sana masaya ka ngayon.

Eto, buma-back off na ako..

Para di ka na makulitan pa sakin.

Paalam na sa'yo, Mahal. Paalam, Sinisinta.


Shallow, too shallow.

Hindi ko alam. Why do I attract boys who are already taken? And why does the attraction take place right now? Kung hindi man taken e may EX na gusto pang balikan. Ano ba naman yan? Hahaha!

Shet naman o. Sayang ka e! Para kang si Crush, okay pero may girlfriend. Hahaha! Feeling ko tuloy kung sakaling wala kang girlfriend e kikilalanin kita, to think na nagba-blog ako sayo ng ganitong oras. Wala lang nakakakilig din yung pagtawag mo. Ano ba yan parang kagabi lang e kinilig ako dahil sa isang tao ngayon iba na naman. Hahaha. Single kasi. Whew. Geez. Parang gusto kong paniwalaan ang pinsan mo na may crush ka saken. Ayiii. Hahaha! Wala lang. Hehehe. Sayang. Pero di bale na, pwede naman tayo maging cool friends, mukha ka kasing cool.

So there. Hahaha. Wag mo kong alukin uminom at hindi ako manginginom, mahina ang alcohol tolerance ko. Hahaha. Baket kaya parang winiwish kong tumawag ka ulit? Hala, bad! Arg. Hehehe. Ambabaw naman. Naku.


Hahaha. Bigla tuloy akong nanghinayang. Hihihi.

Nakow. Nakow. Malakas ang pakiramdam kong...hindi rin. Hahaha.


disclamer: WALA PO AKONG BALAK MANG-AGAW ng BOYPREND. hahaha! :P

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Of many small things.

Siguro ansarap i-adapt ng Expressionism movement. Parang ito 'yung pinkamagdedefine ng nararamdaman at naiisip ko ngayon. Distorted image. Unchained camera. Surreal background.

Thesis. I love doing it. Kahit komplikado pa sa komplikado e masaya ako sa thesis. Ang pag-ibig parang thesis kelangan mong i-defend ang proposal mo pati na rin ang final output mo. Kelangan one step at a time at hindi nagmamadali. Laging dumadaan sa mahabang proseso na ang involve e ikaw, ang subject, at ang panahong mapanghusga. Sabaw lang. Thesis lang. Sige, umibig ka lang.

Run for Dan. Gasgas na ang ideya ng Fun Run sa Naga. At makailang ulit na rin akong tumakbo para sa mga hindi ko maintindihang dahilan. Marahil isang rason e required ako bilang atleta. Oo, hilig ko rin naman ang kumaripas ng takbo kaya wala namang problema. Balik kay Dan, isa siyang dating mag-aaral ng Sci High. He was diagnosed with leukemia. Ang Fun Run ay isang paraan ng Sci High para matulungan siya. Sa mga oras na 'to, para sa akin, wala ng dadakila pa sa nangyari kanina kahit hindi ako nakatakbo. Hindi sayang ang perang ipinarehistro ko. Sana gumaling ka Dan. Hindi man tayo magkakilala e naniniwala akong kelangan ka pa ng bayan. Be strong lang parekoy.


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Golden Knights VS Greyhounds.

WARNING/BABALA: kung FAN/STALKER/ADMIRER/FRIEND/LOVER o kung may balak kang i-tsismis ang sasabihin ko, well, STAY OUT of my WONDERFUL BLOG.

Maraming natuwa sa pagkapanalo nilang 79-73. Nagbubunyi ang buong university, maliban saken. Hahaha. Pasintabi sa mga kaibigan kong Golden Knight. Ewan. Sadyang BITTER mode ako. Hindi ko alam kung bakit masyadong big deal pa ang pagkapanalo nila. Kung ikukumpara nila ang mga training, seminar, IGNATIAN formation, sponsorship, environment at ang kabuuan nila e milya ang lamang. I don't mean to offend the Greyhounds, I'm just making a point. Sa ganitong kondisyon malamang at dapat lang na kayo talaga ang manalo. Tipong, mahiya naman kayo kung hindi, di ba? Ewan ko. O so panalo na kayo. Now what? Alright, alright. Don't rub it in too much. Now, it's time to do your home work, boys.

moral of the bitterness: wag magpapaligaw sa basketball player, lalong lalala ang negative bias mo sa team nila.

Ako na ang bitter.


Oh well, still, CONGRATULATIONS!
Just don't let it get into your balls, I mean, your heads.

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SOMEBODY: Vitamins ka dpt ta puyat ka pirmi bka magkahilang k kyan.

sinong may sabeng kelangan ng flowery words para kiligin ako? sa mga ganitong bagay ako natatats.hahahaha! ^______^

homigoodness, ngayon lang ako ulet KINILIG. hehehe. na-touch naman ako sa concern mo kahit anlayo,layo, layo mo saken. syeaaa. buti ka pa, nagrereply at may initiative na i-text ako. hihihi. nemen yen. hahaha. ngayon ko lang ulit naramdaman yung feeling na may concern saken, tipong nasesense ang aking weakness.yun o! KEEP IT UP! hahaha!

Friday, August 5, 2011

Baket anlakas ng pakiramdam kong BORED ka? Ewan. Pati ba naman boredom mo e pino-problema ko pa. Hahaha!

Heymissyowsooomuch! ^______^

Sabaw ang utak, sabaw.

Ni-aantok pa ko. Hehehe. At medyo nitatamad din.

Ewan.

*now playing: Stellar

random lang. random.

niyakap ko si Nicole kagabi, it felt good. kahit hindi kasing good ng kay four-leaf clover. i felt relieved. may tao pa palang gustong yumakap saken. ewan. basag lang talaga siguro kagabi.

gusto ko nang grumadweyt.

gusto ko nang magtrabaho at magtravel sa kung saan.

sabi nga ni nagj baka mahanap ko na rin ang hinahanap ko pagkagradweyt.

hay.

basag pa rin ata ako.

sabaw na sabaw ang utak. arg.

i'm sooo disoriented. ano ba yan.

naku. naku. mali ito.

teka, di ko nga pala ganun kagusto ang babae sa septic tank. basta. disappointed lang.

sino ba pwede makausap diyan? arg.


dear C+, F U!


di yata maganda gising ko. letsugas. sabog e.

Hihihihi.

Never ever let the girl you like get the attention she wants from other guy, especially from a friend who likes her.

You'll regret it, sooner and more surprisingly than you thought.

*bleh!

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Eccentric.

kuma-catwalk lang...

childish lang e...

pimples...

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

The G** word.

no one to talk to...hay...i want to understand something..

sabi kasi ni pareng Friedrich Nietzsche,

"I cannot believe in a God who wants to be praised all the time."

e ganyan rin yung paulit-ulit-ulit-ulit na inuulit-ulit-ulit ko na argument. ewan.

iz a matter of faith.

sabi naman ng ibang tao e, God is beyond our rationality. ewan. malabo.

sana nakakausap ko si four-leaf clover para at least, ma-hush ang aking troubled heart at mind.

ang lungkot. andami ko na namang tanong, wala namang makausap. malungkot. :[

Monday, August 1, 2011

100 English words.

a repost from a site. hehehe

Ailurophile A cat-lover.
Assemblage A gathering.
Becoming Attractive.
Beleaguer To exhaust with attacks.
Brood To think alone.
Bucolic In a lovely rural setting.
Bungalow A small, cozy cottage.
Chatoyant Like a cat’s eye.
Comely Attractive.
Conflate To blend together.
Cynosure A focal point of admiration.
Dalliance A brief love affair.
Demesne Dominion, territory.
Demure Shy and reserved.
Denouement The resolution of a mystery.
Desuetude Disuse.
Desultory Slow, sluggish.
Diaphanous Filmy.
Dissemble Deceive.
Dulcet Sweet, sugary.
Ebullience Bubbling enthusiasm.
Effervescent Bubbly.
Efflorescence Flowering, blooming.
Elision Dropping a sound or syllable in a word.
Elixir A good potion.
Eloquence Beauty and persuasion in speech.
Embrocation Rubbing on a lotion.
Emollient A softener.
Ephemeral Short-lived.
Epiphany A sudden revelation.
Erstwhile At one time, for a time.
Ethereal Gaseous, invisible but detectable.
Evanescent Vanishing quickly, lasting a very short time.
Evocative Suggestive.
Fetching Pretty.
Felicity Pleasantness.
Forbearance Withholding response to provocation.
Fugacious Fleeting.
Furtive Shifty, sneaky.
Gambol To skip or leap about joyfully.
Glamour Beauty.
Gossamer The finest piece of thread, a spider’s silk.
Halcyon Happy, sunny, care-free.
Harbinger Messenger with news of the future.
Imbrication Overlapping and forming a regular pattern.
Imbroglio An altercation or complicated situation.
Imbue To infuse, instill.
Incipient Beginning, in an early stage.
Ineffable Unutterable, inexpressible.
Ingénue A naïve young woman.
Inglenook A cozy nook by the hearth.
Insouciance Blithe nonchalance.
Inure To become jaded.
Labyrinthine Twisting and turning.
Lagniappe A special kind of gift.
Lagoon A small gulf or inlet.
Languor Listlessness, inactivity.
Lassitude Weariness, listlessness.
Leisure Free time.
Lilt To move musically or lively.
Lissome Slender and graceful.
Lithe Slender and flexible.
Love Deep affection.
Mellifluous Sweet sounding.
Moiety One of two equal parts.
Mondegreen A slip of the ear.
Murmurous Murmuring.
Nemesis An unconquerable archenemy.
Offing The sea between the horizon and the offshore.
Onomatopoeia A word that sounds like its meaning.
Opulent Lush, luxuriant.
Palimpsest A manuscript written over earlier ones.
Panacea A solution for all problems
Panoply A complete set.
Pastiche An art work combining materials from various sources.
Penumbra A half-shadow.
Petrichor The smell of earth after rain.
Plethora A large quantity.
Propinquity An inclination.
Pyrrhic Successful with heavy losses.
Quintessential Most essential.
Ratatouille A spicy French stew.
Ravel To knit or unknit.
Redolent Fragrant.
Riparian By the bank of a stream.
Ripple A very small wave.
Scintilla A spark or very small thing.
Sempiternal Eternal.
Seraglio Rich, luxurious oriental palace or harem.
Serendipity Finding something nice while looking for something else.
Summery Light, delicate or warm and sunny.
Sumptuous Lush, luxurious.
Surreptitious Secretive, sneaky.
Susquehanna A river in Pennsylvania.
Susurrous Whispering, hissing.
Talisman A good luck charm.
Tintinnabulation Tinkling.
Umbrella Protection from sun or rain.
Untoward Unseemly, inappropriate.
Vestigial In trace amounts.
Wafture Waving.
Wherewithal The means.
Woebegone Sorrowful, downcast.

Reflection Chenelin. Hehe

A 30-minute reflection paper para sa beat. hahaha. wala ng edit-edit dahil nag-cram na naman ako. oh well, here's the result.

When people hear the word music, everybody gets excited. Everybody wants to share their own favourite choice of genres and singers. Everybody appreciates music. Only a few people are not music enthusiasts and unfortunately, I am one of those few. Before I started my internship at the Beat FM I had doubts in myself. I am afraid of everything that I will do there. I saw myself loading the wrong radio spots and songs. I just thought that I will mess everything up. I said to myself that I should just do the work to the best I can and well, try to enjoy my stay there.

My first time to load the radio spots and songs was a failure. I cannot do it all by myself, good thing there were people there who were willing to extend help. I was confused and overwhelmed by the large number of song choices Sammy has. Even the genres of song scheduled for the day sent me into a vortex of never ending disarray. It was difficult to choose the song and to load another song that sounds like the last beat of the latter. I had a hard time doing the “segues” because of my limited knowledge in music. Nevertheless, as each day passed I was gaining confidence in loading the songs. I was able to recognize the songs that should be played for the day and sort which ones are not needed. It was a totally different learning experience for me. It was also an eye-opener; it opened me to the beauty of music. It thought me to become versatile and open to different kinds of songs.

I would like to express my gratitude to our facilitator, Ma’am Marianne, for being so patient with us. Thank you for guiding us through the The Beat FM world. It is because of your and my classmates’ help why I managed to do the tasks more efficiently than I expected. I never thought that being in the station will mean two things—fun and learning. I know that I will be able to put such training in my future endeavour and with this I am in much gratitude for all the learnings and skill I got.