I counted the stars above and ended up looking at a single source of light

My stomach is aching and so with my head. This might be the effect of the Absolute peach flavored vodka and a more than half a glass Red Horse beer I recently drank. When I first drank the vodka there was a burning sensation from my throat down to my chest and finally may stomach. I never thought I would be drinking liquors that night but it already happened and with no regrets.

Yesterday morning I was begging my dad to allow me to go to Iriga with my teammates and spend a night with them. At first my dad was so reluctant to allow me but because he trust and love me so much I was able to get his consent and so with my mom. Thus, the adventure began.


The original plan of our team was to have some tune-up game first with USSANT. But because of some human intervention,unluckily we did not had the chance to play. So, we're all stuck at Ate Pixxies' house and left with no other choice but watch TV and chat around.


Darkness fell, though we had our snack at some cozy restaurant named MCM we still feel hungry. And because of Ate Pixxies' generous family we were able to get not just a decent supper but also a superb one.


Right there and then, after our diad routine we all chose to start the real jammimg time. We played billiards and some brain cracking riddles/puzzles. It was funny that we're all eager to answer each riddles/puzzles. At first only few got the anwser to the puzzling game but with continuous efforts almost all of us knew the secret answers. Haha. I was also able to play Sungka with some of my teammates and beat them. Hehe.

That was also the time when the beers were opened. Hindi lasingan ang laban kundi tagay-tagay lang. They offered me to drink but I refused knowing the smell of the Red Horse, it would triggered my body to vomit my internal organs. Yet after the beer, the vodka was opened. I sniffed at the bottle and I savoured the sweet aroma of the vodka. By the point, I was waiting for any of my teammates to give me a shot. Hehe. My wished was then fulfilled. Kuya Bert refilled the shot glass of vodka and offered it to me. Kunwari ayaw ko. Nanatatakot kasi ako sa epekto. But after some more persuasion coming from the crowd and their reassurance that it won't cause any nasty aches, the contents of that shot glass entered my being.
Then, of course the iced tea chasers. Geez, the taste was bitter but sweet and the heat of the vodka is very soothing to the throat. Then that was my first real drink. Hindi man lang dumaan ng San Mig Light,haha. Hard kaagad. Hindi na lang nila namalayan nakailang shots na ako. I don't feel drunk but tipsy. I'm still in my right mind. To conclude what I'd drunk I was able to taste the beer. I really don't like it. I would rather have the vodka alone. Weeh. What a drink!!



So, hindi naman pala talaga masama ang pag-inom. In the first place nasa tao lang naman yan kung anung gagawin nya na after taking the risk of drinking. But in my case I'm very blessed to have my team around. Lucky enough to taste an Absolute peach flavored vodka. Well, hindi ko naman sinabibg uulitin ko yun. Na experienced ko na and the curiosity was then satisfied. Wala nangyaring masama o kung ano pa man. That was now over. At magiging parte na yun ng college experiences ko.

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At gaya nun, ang kahibangan ko kay Mikel ay gusto ko na ring tapusin. Nandoon pa rin naman yung pagmamahal pero may respetoi ako sa sarili ko. At tulad ng sabi ng lahat ng kaibigan ko, hindi nay yun gagawin kung maha nya talaga ako. Hindi nya pinanindigan yung pinaghirapan nya. Hindi ko na rin naman kasalanan kung bukas makalawa tumanggi akong makipag-ayos sa kanya. Gusto ko muna ng katahimikan at wal akong pakialam kung gusto na ng lahat na kuasapin ko sya. Darating din kami dyan pero hindi pa ngayon. Ngunit, kung dumating yung panahon na may pagmamahal pa rin sa puso ko at na ilagay nya na saayos ang lahat ng problem nya baka maayos pa namin ang lahat. Pero kung wala na. Hindi ko na rin ipipilit dahil ilang beses ko na rin ibinaba ang pagkatao ko.Haha ang drama. Basta. Makakalimutan ko na lang sya. Sa ganda ko ba namang to,tiyak na maraming naghahabol.

But to clear things... Hindi naman loathing yung nararamdaman ko sa kanya. Disappointment lang.haha. Malay ko ba kung anung rason nya at iniwan nya ako.