Ako ba'y EMO?

"EMO ka."

I often hear this to people who read my blog and stats in fb. And it appears that these people are my friends. LOL

hay..
why do i need to explain this?ugh..
i hate explaining my actions...

anyway,
maybe because im tired of being point blankly accused as an EMO.

no offense to those who are self acclaimed EMOes..hahhaa

okay, let me get this straight..I AM NOT AN EMO.. NOR A DRAMA QUEEN.

it is just a normal thing to release all the angst i feel..yeah, i dont wanna burst out shouting to people every now and then just because i feel that my world sucks..

c'mon..every normal individual has experienced a feeling of momentary depression..and frustration..

and i am this kind of lady who wants to express this negative auras out of my system..

if sometimes i want to savor the pain and sadness it's not because im a martyr..it's simply because i believe that in savoring one's burdens, any little thing about happiness will mean absolute bliss to that person...you'll never appreciate a warm ray of sun if you'll never feel the excruciating stroke of coldness..tell me..is it wrong? well, i dont care if any of you thinks the contrary..hahaha..

when im sad..i choose to be sad..
there might be something that triggers it but the choice lies to me..

well about love?
friends...hahaha..here i go again..

you cant do anything about it..hahaha..
thanks for all your encouragement and undying promise of friendship but i am really FINE. :)

Shakespeare once wrote, "The course of true love never did run smooth". (Midsummer Night's Dream Act I, Scene I).

i admit i am already at the end of the rope..and i will tie a knot and hang on still...it's over when i say it's over..
just let me love that person...let me cry..let me feel pain, let me smile, let me feel happiness... let me endure all things in the name of love..in the name of my true being...

don't fret when i dont get any reciprocated feelings as return..there's nothing wrong in loving someone whoe doesn't love you..it's a mundane fact..
maybe others love me as well, but i just can't return the love as they deserve..
things are meant to happen..but we can distort these..


hahhaha..kung anek2 na sinasabi ko,.haha

love ko kamu..kaya lang yan..uni man side ko..hehe..si iba kaya dawa dae ko mn friends sasabihan akong emo..masiramun ibadag..lol//

tska saro pa plang rason kung tano masyadong garo grabeng sadness ang dateng kani ta dahil sa reason na sako na lng..hahaha..saka ko naman irereveal..pero dapat aram na nindo yan kung tano..hahaha.. :)