Sunday, November 20, 2011

What now?

You want to let the person know you but you do weird things just to push the person away.
You isolate yourself from the chance of love just because you are too afraid. Afraid to fall in love again and be rejected for the nth time.
You turn people down just to let them see how strong and independent you are. But you are not, so stop faking it with yourself.
You hesitate and become a master of suspicious hypotheses.
You rationalize things so that any element of unpleasant surprise would not keep you in dark.
You try flirting, dating and faking. Not a thing works. Even handsome and cool crushes do not satisfy your heart's yearning.
You have an array of choices, from the almost-perfect guy up to the most mediocre being. Yet, you do not pick easily. All of them undergo nerve-wracking personality tests without them knowing such game.

You are hideous
or maybe you're just a douche bag.

There is nothing. Nothing but you and your ego.

*wateber Malean! Shadap!*

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