some of my obsess possessions.

• i always wake up with the undeniable truth that in my continuous existence, i will never have you.it's a seaing flow of pain, melting every part of me, leaving me without a sign of sanity.
• gullible that's what i am. believing all endearments,hoodwinks,promises. giving only trust,faith,truth. taking back treacheries,lies,falsities. i calm myself down . a qusetion popped out my mind while i shed crystal drops of tears, will i ever look at those deceitfuly winsome eyes again?
• darness surrounds me, a feeling of emptiness overflowing, a deafening silence reapeating, aroaring snake, a hissing lion. a wave of fear then hits me.
• a sea of strange silhoettes blocking the familiar blinding wave of light. an unsolicited thud deafening my whole being. a nerve-slashing, heart-pounding vexing truth shattering every fragile insides of my now still body.
• teardrops of angels fro heaven reminded me of your sweet caress, your burning eyes set upon mine's. driving me into a complete bliss just before a ray of light awaken me from this chimera.
• peeve by your alluring presence pellucidly unaware it would not cease. flabbergast by heart's boisterous beats. confuse by your friendly gestures. it's a hard timehiding my true unforgotten feeling.