You with the one-eyed heart.

Sometimes
I want to call you
shitty names
just to compensate
with my shitty feelings.
and sadly,
I always end up
calling you
Four-leaf clover.

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There goes my October. Such a yearning month... Hoping you'll have a change of heart.
Nah. I know. It will not happen.

Er,
Focus, Mal.
FOCUS!