Wasoy garo love. Pfft!

Hell. I'm crying again. Thanks to you.
Ansama na naman ng pakiramdam ko.
Ako ba may mali?

Mali bang tumahimik sa halip na makipagbasagan ng mga salitang baka isang araw ay pagsisihan mong narinig mula sa akin?

Hay, please, don't let me talk. Let my silence calm you. Let us not engage in any heart-breaking confrontation. I thought you are sensitive? Why can't you feel the care behind the silence? Why can't you feel the love behind this trivial fuss?

Wala ng katapusan. Paulit-ulit na lang. Nakakapagod na.
Malungkot. Ganoon pa rin ba?
Ayos lang sana kung ibang tao. Kaya ko sanang deadmahin kung hindi kaibigan.
Ewan. Akala ko tapos na. Akala ko okay na... Biro na nga lang para sa akin ang lahat.. Pero heto..kung ano-ano mababasa mo. Ang galing di ba? I-facebook pa! Ansarap mag-comment, kaso huwag na lang. Ano bang mapapala ko? Pagnag-comment ba ko e maaayos ang lahat? Hay naku.

Grow up daw. E matagal na kong matured mag-isip e.
Kelangan pa ba?

O sige, susubukin ko, para sayo.

Ugbos Kalabasa.

Should have asked her what's wrong...
Should have told her my apology...
Should have explained my side...

I don't care about what anybody else is thinking. I only care about her thoughts, obviously, because she's my friend.

I'm still bothered. Maybe it was really me. Oh, stupid fb statuses. I'm starting to hate facebook. Grr. Some people are really fond trash talking other people without having the guts to face them. Arg. Yeah, sometimes it makes them feel better after the words were thrown. But have these people thought about their "audience"? No. They kinda ruin someone's mood and make them all blue. Arg. My only point is, I want to know if my friend hates me. I want to know what were the words and actions that lead her in hating me. And yes, I want to talk this out and fix everything.

I know in my heart that I have no intentions to make her feel bad. But if she was offended, I'm willing to humble myself and apologize.

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Good luck fellow INTERNS!

POSITIVE VIBES! ^______^

Kwentong Kamote.

Diskurso.

Ewan ko ba. Ano bang dapat?

Naiiyak na naman ako.

Okay. Mababaw. Isang status sa fb na alam kong ako ang tinutukoy. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang ginawa ko. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang nasabi ko. Haay. Masama ang ugali ko. Okay.

Kung ano man 'yun wala akong intensyong masaktan ka. Sana inisip mong hindi ako ganoon at sana isipin mong hindi lang ako ang nagdedesisyon.

Masakit dahil nasaktan kita. Sorry hindi ko sinasadya.

ay syet.umiiyak na naman ako. bat ba pagnararamdaman kong naiinis o nagtatampo ka sakin e naiiyak ako? ano ba naman! FRIEND! SORRY. :(


nga pala, miss na miss na miss na kita. sana alam mo...
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Oh well, balik sa kinatatakutan ko. Dapat talagang dumidistansya rin ako paminsan-minsan mga taong malapit sa akin. Hindi ko naman pinagsisisihan, siguro hindi ako dapat naging malapit sa kanila. Haay.

Ayoko pa naman ng mga isyung ganito.

malungkot at masakit.