"Kapag pinili mo
ang isang maling bagay
at pinagpilitan ito,
paulit-ulit na isasampal sa'yo
ang mga dahilan kung bakit MALI ITO."
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Kalamado pa.
What's wrong with people?
Er..trying to be friendly and all...
dahil gusto niyang kumalas sa ibang tropa niya?
Arg. Naku.
Tapos pag nagpaka-rude at pranka ka, babalikan ka ng letseng karma.
Taena. Ano ba!
It's not fucking wrong to befriend somebody. Just be efffin discreet about doing it! Come on! I'm more honest than you are so please, don't let me say the nasty truth. Damn it. Masyado ka pong makulit.
Ay naku. At lumabas na kong masama! Yeah. Great.
What's wrong with people?
Er..trying to be friendly and all...
dahil gusto niyang kumalas sa ibang tropa niya?
Arg. Naku.
Tapos pag nagpaka-rude at pranka ka, babalikan ka ng letseng karma.
Taena. Ano ba!
It's not fucking wrong to befriend somebody. Just be efffin discreet about doing it! Come on! I'm more honest than you are so please, don't let me say the nasty truth. Damn it. Masyado ka pong makulit.
Ay naku. At lumabas na kong masama! Yeah. Great.
TANG-INA THESE AND THOSE.
BITTER AKO, BITTER.
LETSE.
PANG-ASAR TALGA.
HAYP NA BUHAY.
HAYP NA MARAY.
HAHAHAHA.
AMPALAYA MODE LANG E.
WOOO.
DARN IT.
BUT WHY SHOULD I GET MAD WHEN YOU'RE STARTING TO BE HAPPY?
HAY.
THAT'S WHAT I WANTED.
CRAZY. I WANTED TO MAKE YOU HAPPY.
BUT THEN YOU DON'T WANT ME.
HIGH-TIME TO STOP DOING THINGS
LIKE ASKING HER FRIEND TO TELL HER TO CHEER YOU UP.
AMAZING.
YEAH.
MAYBE, I SHOULD ALSO STOP CHECKING YOU OUT,
WORRYING FOR YOU..
YEAH
BULLSHIT!
AND MAYBE...
I WOULD NOT EVEN START
BEING JEALOUS.
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I SHOULD NOT GIVE A SHIT.
LETSE.
PANG-ASAR TALGA.
HAYP NA BUHAY.
HAYP NA MARAY.
HAHAHAHA.
AMPALAYA MODE LANG E.
WOOO.
DARN IT.
BUT WHY SHOULD I GET MAD WHEN YOU'RE STARTING TO BE HAPPY?
HAY.
THAT'S WHAT I WANTED.
CRAZY. I WANTED TO MAKE YOU HAPPY.
BUT THEN YOU DON'T WANT ME.
HIGH-TIME TO STOP DOING THINGS
LIKE ASKING HER FRIEND TO TELL HER TO CHEER YOU UP.
AMAZING.
YEAH.
MAYBE, I SHOULD ALSO STOP CHECKING YOU OUT,
WORRYING FOR YOU..
YEAH
BULLSHIT!
AND MAYBE...
I WOULD NOT EVEN START
BEING JEALOUS.
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I SHOULD NOT GIVE A SHIT.
Sunday, August 14, 2011
I'm scared.
It's really tiresome to pretend you're cool and all
when in reality every vein of you is struggling.
I always have to look like I'm strong because nobody will bother to take care of me but myself.
I always have to fake a smile so as to make everybody happy.
Nobody sees it.
Nobody tries.
Nobody gets the real crap out of me.
Hay.
The un-understandable me. :[
It's really tiresome to pretend you're cool and all
when in reality every vein of you is struggling.
I always have to look like I'm strong because nobody will bother to take care of me but myself.
I always have to fake a smile so as to make everybody happy.
Nobody sees it.
Nobody tries.
Nobody gets the real crap out of me.
Hay.
The un-understandable me. :[
To the most intelligent lunatics I love.
I had a great night! Wooot! ^____^
belated Happy birthday Khris and Reuben! Thanks for the treat! Ansarap, sarap at nakakabusog kumain sa Shakey's pag tayo ang magkakasama. Syeaaa.
Sayang nga lang at wala ang ilan pa nating mga beloved friends.
Na-MISS ko kayo.Hehehe. Ansaya niyo pa rin talaga kasama. Kahit wala masyadong kwentuhan at kamustahan kanina parang ramdam ko namang mahal na mahal natin ang isa't isa. Thank you for having me around. Thank you for letting me become a part of your life. Thank you for all the antics. Thank you for all the stupidity. Thank you for the witty jokes. Sabi nga ni Jols, kapag HAVEY, JOKE, pero kapag WALEY, SHARING lang yun. I thank you for both the HAVEY and the WALEY.
through UPS and DOWNS
belated Happy birthday Khris and Reuben! Thanks for the treat! Ansarap, sarap at nakakabusog kumain sa Shakey's pag tayo ang magkakasama. Syeaaa.
Na-MISS ko kayo.Hehehe. Ansaya niyo pa rin talaga kasama. Kahit wala masyadong kwentuhan at kamustahan kanina parang ramdam ko namang mahal na mahal natin ang isa't isa. Thank you for having me around. Thank you for letting me become a part of your life. Thank you for all the antics. Thank you for all the stupidity. Thank you for the witty jokes. Sabi nga ni Jols, kapag HAVEY, JOKE, pero kapag WALEY, SHARING lang yun. I thank you for both the HAVEY and the WALEY.
through UPS and DOWNS
through CROOKED and STRAIGHT paths
through FOODS and LIQUORS
through GOOD and BAD times
through BIRTHDAYS and FIESTAS
through COMMON FRIENDS and COMMON NEMESES
through the HOOPS and LOOPS
from the bottom of my OVERWHELMING MIND and HEART,
THANK YOU!
THANK YOU!
XIE XIE!
MERCI!
KOMAPSUMNIDA!
ARIGATO!
GRAZIE!
GRACIAS!
DANKE!
SALAMAT!
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*LUNATIC as you may name each of us, but we are not your typical bunch of goodies.
We know the value of education and we never compromise it.
We study hard but we never forget to do bar hopping.
We eat like monsters but we never forget anyone to have a bite of the apple.
We spend time together but we never ignore "THEIR" curfews.
We share a common ground but we let ourselves grow as individuals.
We are dreamers but we make sure that our dreams will turn out as realities.
I just hold too much pride with you guys. I love you. ^____^
*LUNATIC as you may name each of us, but we are not your typical bunch of goodies.
We know the value of education and we never compromise it.
We study hard but we never forget to do bar hopping.
We eat like monsters but we never forget anyone to have a bite of the apple.
We spend time together but we never ignore "THEIR" curfews.
We share a common ground but we let ourselves grow as individuals.
We are dreamers but we make sure that our dreams will turn out as realities.
I just hold too much pride with you guys. I love you. ^____^
Friday, August 12, 2011
Nagpapaalam pa. Pagbigyan niyo na.
Dear Somebody Else,
Please take care of him.
Appreciate his creative self.
Do not fail to listen to his stories.
Make him smile; make him laugh.
Recognize the value of his presence.
Look pass through his stubbornness.
You will need to be patient and understanding when dealing with him.
The moment he gives you his trust, never break it. His trust is worth having.
Please take care of him.
Appreciate his creative self.
Do not fail to listen to his stories.
Make him smile; make him laugh.
Recognize the value of his presence.
Look pass through his stubbornness.
You will need to be patient and understanding when dealing with him.
The moment he gives you his trust, never break it. His trust is worth having.
He is COOL.
sometimes INSENSITIVE.
He is DETERMINED.
often times he is as STUBBORN as me.
He is ARTISTIC in every sense.
there are just these moments
when he needs STARDUST.
If you fall in love with him,
then you will be the luckiest
and maybe, the COOLEST girl in town.
Sincerely,
Somebody-Who-Used-To-Eat-Lunch-With-Him
sometimes INSENSITIVE.
He is DETERMINED.
often times he is as STUBBORN as me.
He is ARTISTIC in every sense.
there are just these moments
when he needs STARDUST.
If you fall in love with him,
then you will be the luckiest
and maybe, the COOLEST girl in town.
Sincerely,
Somebody-Who-Used-To-Eat-Lunch-With-Him
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Too much.
History repeats itself. Dati yung si Mike kay Popot. Ngayon... hay.
Ano ba yan? Lagi na lang...lagi na lang... :|
Yeah. Hindi talaga ako nagkamali. Yeah. Ang galing talaga ng gut feeling ko, tang-ina this! Hahaha! Animal-ness! Wohooo! Whatta feeling!
All along...lahat ng pag-asa ay gumuho at naglaho. Letsugas. Parang pinaglalaruan lang ako ng hayop na tadhana. FU ka! FU ka tadhana! Lumayas ka sa daraanan ko!
Arg.
Hay. Damn me! Damn me for thinking you're the nicest jerk. Damn me for thinking you're awesome. Damn me for having this fucking love. Damn me.
Animal-ness na sitwasyon. Hahahaha! Loser ka, Mal. Hahaha! Yuck. Weak. So, weak. IMBA. Wala ka naman palang sinabi e. Sows. Wala. Wala. Walang-wala. Taena. Hahaha.
Kung may gusto ka kahit kelan e hindi napapasayo. Yucks. Ngayon, mistula kang naghabol sa kanya, anong napala mo? Kanino siya may gusto ngayon? Ha? Ha?
Hindi ka kasi cool. Hahaha.
Masyado ka kasing matalino. Nagmamaganda ka pa, feelingera. Oo, maganda ka, pero di ka marunong mag-inarte. Yan, yan. Hindi magkakagusto sayo ang taong gusto mo kasi masyado kang agresibo. Andami mong pinaninindigan, masyado kang malakas, masyado kang liberated, masyado kang spontaneous. Loser. Siguro, magiging mayaman ka, pero walang magmamahal sa'yo, bitch. Hahaha. Letse. Walang lalaking gusto mo ang kayang tanggapin ang buong pagkatao mo. You're too much to handle. Hindi ka pa kilos babae. Hindi ka rin lampa. Yuck. Ano ka lalaki? Tapos naghahanap ka pa ng lalaki? ASA ka PA!
You're fucked up, lady. Fucking fucked up!
Taena, mainsecure ka na... hindi ikaw gusto niya. Hahaha. Letse.
*hay, bat kaya laging pinapababa ng mga lalaking minamahal ko ang self-confidence at self-esteem ko? animal-ness!*
Ano ba yan? Lagi na lang...lagi na lang... :|
Yeah. Hindi talaga ako nagkamali. Yeah. Ang galing talaga ng gut feeling ko, tang-ina this! Hahaha! Animal-ness! Wohooo! Whatta feeling!
All along...lahat ng pag-asa ay gumuho at naglaho. Letsugas. Parang pinaglalaruan lang ako ng hayop na tadhana. FU ka! FU ka tadhana! Lumayas ka sa daraanan ko!
Arg.
Hay. Damn me! Damn me for thinking you're the nicest jerk. Damn me for thinking you're awesome. Damn me for having this fucking love. Damn me.
Animal-ness na sitwasyon. Hahahaha! Loser ka, Mal. Hahaha! Yuck. Weak. So, weak. IMBA. Wala ka naman palang sinabi e. Sows. Wala. Wala. Walang-wala. Taena. Hahaha.
Kung may gusto ka kahit kelan e hindi napapasayo. Yucks. Ngayon, mistula kang naghabol sa kanya, anong napala mo? Kanino siya may gusto ngayon? Ha? Ha?
Hindi ka kasi cool. Hahaha.
Masyado ka kasing matalino. Nagmamaganda ka pa, feelingera. Oo, maganda ka, pero di ka marunong mag-inarte. Yan, yan. Hindi magkakagusto sayo ang taong gusto mo kasi masyado kang agresibo. Andami mong pinaninindigan, masyado kang malakas, masyado kang liberated, masyado kang spontaneous. Loser. Siguro, magiging mayaman ka, pero walang magmamahal sa'yo, bitch. Hahaha. Letse. Walang lalaking gusto mo ang kayang tanggapin ang buong pagkatao mo. You're too much to handle. Hindi ka pa kilos babae. Hindi ka rin lampa. Yuck. Ano ka lalaki? Tapos naghahanap ka pa ng lalaki? ASA ka PA!
You're fucked up, lady. Fucking fucked up!
Taena, mainsecure ka na... hindi ikaw gusto niya. Hahaha. Letse.
*hay, bat kaya laging pinapababa ng mga lalaking minamahal ko ang self-confidence at self-esteem ko? animal-ness!*
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Bat di na lang kasi tanggaping katulad ka rin nila? Hay. :|
Hopeless.
Nalulungkot ako.
Namimiss pa rin kita.
Sana masaya ka ngayon.
Eto, buma-back off na ako..
Para di ka na makulitan pa sakin.
Paalam na sa'yo, Mahal. Paalam, Sinisinta.
Nalulungkot ako.
Namimiss pa rin kita.
Sana masaya ka ngayon.
Eto, buma-back off na ako..
Para di ka na makulitan pa sakin.
Paalam na sa'yo, Mahal. Paalam, Sinisinta.
Shallow, too shallow.
Hindi ko alam. Why do I attract boys who are already taken? And why does the attraction take place right now? Kung hindi man taken e may EX na gusto pang balikan. Ano ba naman yan? Hahaha!
Shet naman o. Sayang ka e! Para kang si Crush, okay pero may girlfriend. Hahaha! Feeling ko tuloy kung sakaling wala kang girlfriend e kikilalanin kita, to think na nagba-blog ako sayo ng ganitong oras. Wala lang nakakakilig din yung pagtawag mo. Ano ba yan parang kagabi lang e kinilig ako dahil sa isang tao ngayon iba na naman. Hahaha. Single kasi. Whew. Geez. Parang gusto kong paniwalaan ang pinsan mo na may crush ka saken. Ayiii. Hahaha! Wala lang. Hehehe. Sayang. Pero di bale na, pwede naman tayo maging cool friends, mukha ka kasing cool.
So there. Hahaha. Wag mo kong alukin uminom at hindi ako manginginom, mahina ang alcohol tolerance ko. Hahaha. Baket kaya parang winiwish kong tumawag ka ulit? Hala, bad! Arg. Hehehe. Ambabaw naman. Naku.
Hahaha. Bigla tuloy akong nanghinayang. Hihihi.
Nakow. Nakow. Malakas ang pakiramdam kong...hindi rin. Hahaha.
disclamer: WALA PO AKONG BALAK MANG-AGAW ng BOYPREND. hahaha! :P
Shet naman o. Sayang ka e! Para kang si Crush, okay pero may girlfriend. Hahaha! Feeling ko tuloy kung sakaling wala kang girlfriend e kikilalanin kita, to think na nagba-blog ako sayo ng ganitong oras. Wala lang nakakakilig din yung pagtawag mo. Ano ba yan parang kagabi lang e kinilig ako dahil sa isang tao ngayon iba na naman. Hahaha. Single kasi. Whew. Geez. Parang gusto kong paniwalaan ang pinsan mo na may crush ka saken. Ayiii. Hahaha! Wala lang. Hehehe. Sayang. Pero di bale na, pwede naman tayo maging cool friends, mukha ka kasing cool.
So there. Hahaha. Wag mo kong alukin uminom at hindi ako manginginom, mahina ang alcohol tolerance ko. Hahaha. Baket kaya parang winiwish kong tumawag ka ulit? Hala, bad! Arg. Hehehe. Ambabaw naman. Naku.
Hahaha. Bigla tuloy akong nanghinayang. Hihihi.
Nakow. Nakow. Malakas ang pakiramdam kong...hindi rin. Hahaha.
disclamer: WALA PO AKONG BALAK MANG-AGAW ng BOYPREND. hahaha! :P
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Of many small things.
Siguro ansarap i-adapt ng Expressionism movement. Parang ito 'yung pinkamagdedefine ng nararamdaman at naiisip ko ngayon. Distorted image. Unchained camera. Surreal background.
Thesis. I love doing it. Kahit komplikado pa sa komplikado e masaya ako sa thesis. Ang pag-ibig parang thesis kelangan mong i-defend ang proposal mo pati na rin ang final output mo. Kelangan one step at a time at hindi nagmamadali. Laging dumadaan sa mahabang proseso na ang involve e ikaw, ang subject, at ang panahong mapanghusga. Sabaw lang. Thesis lang. Sige, umibig ka lang.
Run for Dan. Gasgas na ang ideya ng Fun Run sa Naga. At makailang ulit na rin akong tumakbo para sa mga hindi ko maintindihang dahilan. Marahil isang rason e required ako bilang atleta. Oo, hilig ko rin naman ang kumaripas ng takbo kaya wala namang problema. Balik kay Dan, isa siyang dating mag-aaral ng Sci High. He was diagnosed with leukemia. Ang Fun Run ay isang paraan ng Sci High para matulungan siya. Sa mga oras na 'to, para sa akin, wala ng dadakila pa sa nangyari kanina kahit hindi ako nakatakbo. Hindi sayang ang perang ipinarehistro ko. Sana gumaling ka Dan. Hindi man tayo magkakilala e naniniwala akong kelangan ka pa ng bayan. Be strong lang parekoy.
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Golden Knights VS Greyhounds.
WARNING/BABALA: kung FAN/STALKER/ADMIRER/FRIEND/LOVER o kung may balak kang i-tsismis ang sasabihin ko, well, STAY OUT of my WONDERFUL BLOG.
Maraming natuwa sa pagkapanalo nilang 79-73. Nagbubunyi ang buong university, maliban saken. Hahaha. Pasintabi sa mga kaibigan kong Golden Knight. Ewan. Sadyang BITTER mode ako. Hindi ko alam kung bakit masyadong big deal pa ang pagkapanalo nila. Kung ikukumpara nila ang mga training, seminar, IGNATIAN formation, sponsorship, environment at ang kabuuan nila e milya ang lamang. I don't mean to offend the Greyhounds, I'm just making a point. Sa ganitong kondisyon malamang at dapat lang na kayo talaga ang manalo. Tipong, mahiya naman kayo kung hindi, di ba? Ewan ko. O so panalo na kayo. Now what? Alright, alright. Don't rub it in too much. Now, it's time to do your home work, boys.
moral of the bitterness: wag magpapaligaw sa basketball player, lalong lalala ang negative bias mo sa team nila.
Ako na ang bitter.
Oh well, still, CONGRATULATIONS!
Just don't let it get into your balls, I mean, your heads.
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homigoodness, ngayon lang ako ulet KINILIG. hehehe. na-touch naman ako sa concern mo kahit anlayo,layo, layo mo saken. syeaaa. buti ka pa, nagrereply at may initiative na i-text ako. hihihi. nemen yen. hahaha. ngayon ko lang ulit naramdaman yung feeling na may concern saken, tipong nasesense ang aking weakness.yun o! KEEP IT UP! hahaha!
Thesis. I love doing it. Kahit komplikado pa sa komplikado e masaya ako sa thesis. Ang pag-ibig parang thesis kelangan mong i-defend ang proposal mo pati na rin ang final output mo. Kelangan one step at a time at hindi nagmamadali. Laging dumadaan sa mahabang proseso na ang involve e ikaw, ang subject, at ang panahong mapanghusga. Sabaw lang. Thesis lang. Sige, umibig ka lang.
Run for Dan. Gasgas na ang ideya ng Fun Run sa Naga. At makailang ulit na rin akong tumakbo para sa mga hindi ko maintindihang dahilan. Marahil isang rason e required ako bilang atleta. Oo, hilig ko rin naman ang kumaripas ng takbo kaya wala namang problema. Balik kay Dan, isa siyang dating mag-aaral ng Sci High. He was diagnosed with leukemia. Ang Fun Run ay isang paraan ng Sci High para matulungan siya. Sa mga oras na 'to, para sa akin, wala ng dadakila pa sa nangyari kanina kahit hindi ako nakatakbo. Hindi sayang ang perang ipinarehistro ko. Sana gumaling ka Dan. Hindi man tayo magkakilala e naniniwala akong kelangan ka pa ng bayan. Be strong lang parekoy.
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Golden Knights VS Greyhounds.
WARNING/BABALA: kung FAN/STALKER/ADMIRER/FRIEND/LOVER o kung may balak kang i-tsismis ang sasabihin ko, well, STAY OUT of my WONDERFUL BLOG.
Maraming natuwa sa pagkapanalo nilang 79-73. Nagbubunyi ang buong university, maliban saken. Hahaha. Pasintabi sa mga kaibigan kong Golden Knight. Ewan. Sadyang BITTER mode ako. Hindi ko alam kung bakit masyadong big deal pa ang pagkapanalo nila. Kung ikukumpara nila ang mga training, seminar, IGNATIAN formation, sponsorship, environment at ang kabuuan nila e milya ang lamang. I don't mean to offend the Greyhounds, I'm just making a point. Sa ganitong kondisyon malamang at dapat lang na kayo talaga ang manalo. Tipong, mahiya naman kayo kung hindi, di ba? Ewan ko. O so panalo na kayo. Now what? Alright, alright. Don't rub it in too much. Now, it's time to do your home work, boys.
moral of the bitterness: wag magpapaligaw sa basketball player, lalong lalala ang negative bias mo sa team nila.
Ako na ang bitter.
Oh well, still, CONGRATULATIONS!
Just don't let it get into your balls, I mean, your heads.
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SOMEBODY: Vitamins ka dpt ta puyat ka pirmi bka magkahilang k kyan.
sinong may sabeng kelangan ng flowery words para kiligin ako? sa mga ganitong bagay ako natatats.hahahaha! ^______^
sinong may sabeng kelangan ng flowery words para kiligin ako? sa mga ganitong bagay ako natatats.hahahaha! ^______^
homigoodness, ngayon lang ako ulet KINILIG. hehehe. na-touch naman ako sa concern mo kahit anlayo,layo, layo mo saken. syeaaa. buti ka pa, nagrereply at may initiative na i-text ako. hihihi. nemen yen. hahaha. ngayon ko lang ulit naramdaman yung feeling na may concern saken, tipong nasesense ang aking weakness.yun o! KEEP IT UP! hahaha!
Friday, August 5, 2011
Sabaw ang utak, sabaw.
Ni-aantok pa ko. Hehehe. At medyo nitatamad din.
Ewan.
*now playing: Stellar
random lang. random.
niyakap ko si Nicole kagabi, it felt good. kahit hindi kasing good ng kay four-leaf clover. i felt relieved. may tao pa palang gustong yumakap saken. ewan. basag lang talaga siguro kagabi.
gusto ko nang grumadweyt.
gusto ko nang magtrabaho at magtravel sa kung saan.
sabi nga ni nagj baka mahanap ko na rin ang hinahanap ko pagkagradweyt.
hay.
basag pa rin ata ako.
sabaw na sabaw ang utak. arg.
i'm sooo disoriented. ano ba yan.
naku. naku. mali ito.
teka, di ko nga pala ganun kagusto ang babae sa septic tank. basta. disappointed lang.
sino ba pwede makausap diyan? arg.
dear C+, F U!
di yata maganda gising ko. letsugas. sabog e.
Ewan.
*now playing: Stellar
random lang. random.
niyakap ko si Nicole kagabi, it felt good. kahit hindi kasing good ng kay four-leaf clover. i felt relieved. may tao pa palang gustong yumakap saken. ewan. basag lang talaga siguro kagabi.
gusto ko nang grumadweyt.
gusto ko nang magtrabaho at magtravel sa kung saan.
sabi nga ni nagj baka mahanap ko na rin ang hinahanap ko pagkagradweyt.
hay.
basag pa rin ata ako.
sabaw na sabaw ang utak. arg.
i'm sooo disoriented. ano ba yan.
naku. naku. mali ito.
teka, di ko nga pala ganun kagusto ang babae sa septic tank. basta. disappointed lang.
sino ba pwede makausap diyan? arg.
dear C+, F U!
di yata maganda gising ko. letsugas. sabog e.
Hihihihi.
Never ever let the girl you like get the attention she wants from other guy, especially from a friend who likes her.
You'll regret it, sooner and more surprisingly than you thought.
*bleh!
You'll regret it, sooner and more surprisingly than you thought.
*bleh!
Thursday, August 4, 2011
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
The G** word.
no one to talk to...hay...i want to understand something..
sabi kasi ni pareng Friedrich Nietzsche,
"I cannot believe in a God who wants to be praised all the time."
e ganyan rin yung paulit-ulit-ulit-ulit na inuulit-ulit-ulit ko na argument. ewan.
iz a matter of faith.
sabi naman ng ibang tao e, God is beyond our rationality. ewan. malabo.
sana nakakausap ko si four-leaf clover para at least, ma-hush ang aking troubled heart at mind.
ang lungkot. andami ko na namang tanong, wala namang makausap. malungkot. :[
sabi kasi ni pareng Friedrich Nietzsche,
"I cannot believe in a God who wants to be praised all the time."
e ganyan rin yung paulit-ulit-ulit-ulit na inuulit-ulit-ulit ko na argument. ewan.
iz a matter of faith.
sabi naman ng ibang tao e, God is beyond our rationality. ewan. malabo.
sana nakakausap ko si four-leaf clover para at least, ma-hush ang aking troubled heart at mind.
ang lungkot. andami ko na namang tanong, wala namang makausap. malungkot. :[
Monday, August 1, 2011
100 English words.
a repost from a site. hehehe
Ailurophile A cat-lover.
Assemblage A gathering.
Becoming Attractive.
Beleaguer To exhaust with attacks.
Brood To think alone.
Bucolic In a lovely rural setting.
Bungalow A small, cozy cottage.
Chatoyant Like a cat’s eye.
Comely Attractive.
Conflate To blend together.
Cynosure A focal point of admiration.
Dalliance A brief love affair.
Demesne Dominion, territory.
Demure Shy and reserved.
Denouement The resolution of a mystery.
Desuetude Disuse.
Desultory Slow, sluggish.
Diaphanous Filmy.
Dissemble Deceive.
Dulcet Sweet, sugary.
Ebullience Bubbling enthusiasm.
Effervescent Bubbly.
Efflorescence Flowering, blooming.
Elision Dropping a sound or syllable in a word.
Elixir A good potion.
Eloquence Beauty and persuasion in speech.
Embrocation Rubbing on a lotion.
Emollient A softener.
Ephemeral Short-lived.
Epiphany A sudden revelation.
Erstwhile At one time, for a time.
Ethereal Gaseous, invisible but detectable.
Evanescent Vanishing quickly, lasting a very short time.
Evocative Suggestive.
Fetching Pretty.
Felicity Pleasantness.
Forbearance Withholding response to provocation.
Fugacious Fleeting.
Furtive Shifty, sneaky.
Gambol To skip or leap about joyfully.
Glamour Beauty.
Gossamer The finest piece of thread, a spider’s silk.
Halcyon Happy, sunny, care-free.
Harbinger Messenger with news of the future.
Imbrication Overlapping and forming a regular pattern.
Imbroglio An altercation or complicated situation.
Imbue To infuse, instill.
Incipient Beginning, in an early stage.
Ineffable Unutterable, inexpressible.
Ingénue A naïve young woman.
Inglenook A cozy nook by the hearth.
Insouciance Blithe nonchalance.
Inure To become jaded.
Labyrinthine Twisting and turning.
Lagniappe A special kind of gift.
Lagoon A small gulf or inlet.
Languor Listlessness, inactivity.
Lassitude Weariness, listlessness.
Leisure Free time.
Lilt To move musically or lively.
Lissome Slender and graceful.
Lithe Slender and flexible.
Love Deep affection.
Mellifluous Sweet sounding.
Moiety One of two equal parts.
Mondegreen A slip of the ear.
Murmurous Murmuring.
Nemesis An unconquerable archenemy.
Offing The sea between the horizon and the offshore.
Onomatopoeia A word that sounds like its meaning.
Opulent Lush, luxuriant.
Palimpsest A manuscript written over earlier ones.
Panacea A solution for all problems
Panoply A complete set.
Pastiche An art work combining materials from various sources.
Penumbra A half-shadow.
Petrichor The smell of earth after rain.
Plethora A large quantity.
Propinquity An inclination.
Pyrrhic Successful with heavy losses.
Quintessential Most essential.
Ratatouille A spicy French stew.
Ravel To knit or unknit.
Redolent Fragrant.
Riparian By the bank of a stream.
Ripple A very small wave.
Scintilla A spark or very small thing.
Sempiternal Eternal.
Seraglio Rich, luxurious oriental palace or harem.
Serendipity Finding something nice while looking for something else.
Summery Light, delicate or warm and sunny.
Sumptuous Lush, luxurious.
Surreptitious Secretive, sneaky.
Susquehanna A river in Pennsylvania.
Susurrous Whispering, hissing.
Talisman A good luck charm.
Tintinnabulation Tinkling.
Umbrella Protection from sun or rain.
Untoward Unseemly, inappropriate.
Vestigial In trace amounts.
Wafture Waving.
Wherewithal The means.
Woebegone Sorrowful, downcast.
Assemblage A gathering.
Becoming Attractive.
Beleaguer To exhaust with attacks.
Brood To think alone.
Bucolic In a lovely rural setting.
Bungalow A small, cozy cottage.
Chatoyant Like a cat’s eye.
Comely Attractive.
Conflate To blend together.
Cynosure A focal point of admiration.
Dalliance A brief love affair.
Demesne Dominion, territory.
Demure Shy and reserved.
Denouement The resolution of a mystery.
Desuetude Disuse.
Desultory Slow, sluggish.
Diaphanous Filmy.
Dissemble Deceive.
Dulcet Sweet, sugary.
Ebullience Bubbling enthusiasm.
Effervescent Bubbly.
Efflorescence Flowering, blooming.
Elision Dropping a sound or syllable in a word.
Elixir A good potion.
Eloquence Beauty and persuasion in speech.
Embrocation Rubbing on a lotion.
Emollient A softener.
Ephemeral Short-lived.
Epiphany A sudden revelation.
Erstwhile At one time, for a time.
Ethereal Gaseous, invisible but detectable.
Evanescent Vanishing quickly, lasting a very short time.
Evocative Suggestive.
Fetching Pretty.
Felicity Pleasantness.
Forbearance Withholding response to provocation.
Fugacious Fleeting.
Furtive Shifty, sneaky.
Gambol To skip or leap about joyfully.
Glamour Beauty.
Gossamer The finest piece of thread, a spider’s silk.
Halcyon Happy, sunny, care-free.
Harbinger Messenger with news of the future.
Imbrication Overlapping and forming a regular pattern.
Imbroglio An altercation or complicated situation.
Imbue To infuse, instill.
Incipient Beginning, in an early stage.
Ineffable Unutterable, inexpressible.
Ingénue A naïve young woman.
Inglenook A cozy nook by the hearth.
Insouciance Blithe nonchalance.
Inure To become jaded.
Labyrinthine Twisting and turning.
Lagniappe A special kind of gift.
Lagoon A small gulf or inlet.
Languor Listlessness, inactivity.
Lassitude Weariness, listlessness.
Leisure Free time.
Lilt To move musically or lively.
Lissome Slender and graceful.
Lithe Slender and flexible.
Love Deep affection.
Mellifluous Sweet sounding.
Moiety One of two equal parts.
Mondegreen A slip of the ear.
Murmurous Murmuring.
Nemesis An unconquerable archenemy.
Offing The sea between the horizon and the offshore.
Onomatopoeia A word that sounds like its meaning.
Opulent Lush, luxuriant.
Palimpsest A manuscript written over earlier ones.
Panacea A solution for all problems
Panoply A complete set.
Pastiche An art work combining materials from various sources.
Penumbra A half-shadow.
Petrichor The smell of earth after rain.
Plethora A large quantity.
Propinquity An inclination.
Pyrrhic Successful with heavy losses.
Quintessential Most essential.
Ratatouille A spicy French stew.
Ravel To knit or unknit.
Redolent Fragrant.
Riparian By the bank of a stream.
Ripple A very small wave.
Scintilla A spark or very small thing.
Sempiternal Eternal.
Seraglio Rich, luxurious oriental palace or harem.
Serendipity Finding something nice while looking for something else.
Summery Light, delicate or warm and sunny.
Sumptuous Lush, luxurious.
Surreptitious Secretive, sneaky.
Susquehanna A river in Pennsylvania.
Susurrous Whispering, hissing.
Talisman A good luck charm.
Tintinnabulation Tinkling.
Umbrella Protection from sun or rain.
Untoward Unseemly, inappropriate.
Vestigial In trace amounts.
Wafture Waving.
Wherewithal The means.
Woebegone Sorrowful, downcast.
Reflection Chenelin. Hehe
A 30-minute reflection paper para sa beat. hahaha. wala ng edit-edit dahil nag-cram na naman ako. oh well, here's the result.
When people hear the word music, everybody gets excited. Everybody wants to share their own favourite choice of genres and singers. Everybody appreciates music. Only a few people are not music enthusiasts and unfortunately, I am one of those few. Before I started my internship at the Beat FM I had doubts in myself. I am afraid of everything that I will do there. I saw myself loading the wrong radio spots and songs. I just thought that I will mess everything up. I said to myself that I should just do the work to the best I can and well, try to enjoy my stay there.
My first time to load the radio spots and songs was a failure. I cannot do it all by myself, good thing there were people there who were willing to extend help. I was confused and overwhelmed by the large number of song choices Sammy has. Even the genres of song scheduled for the day sent me into a vortex of never ending disarray. It was difficult to choose the song and to load another song that sounds like the last beat of the latter. I had a hard time doing the “segues” because of my limited knowledge in music. Nevertheless, as each day passed I was gaining confidence in loading the songs. I was able to recognize the songs that should be played for the day and sort which ones are not needed. It was a totally different learning experience for me. It was also an eye-opener; it opened me to the beauty of music. It thought me to become versatile and open to different kinds of songs.
I would like to express my gratitude to our facilitator, Ma’am Marianne, for being so patient with us. Thank you for guiding us through the The Beat FM world. It is because of your and my classmates’ help why I managed to do the tasks more efficiently than I expected. I never thought that being in the station will mean two things—fun and learning. I know that I will be able to put such training in my future endeavour and with this I am in much gratitude for all the learnings and skill I got.
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