"45 things a girl wants, but wont ask for it"

*a repost

1. Hug her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends
together.
KEEP READING
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more,
deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her
more than you, deny it. Fight back
and hug her tight so she can't
get to her friends, it makes her
feel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you
whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the
waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about
her.
One last thing you need to do to show
her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her
car- it makes her feel protected,
plus it never hurts to act like a
gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything -
only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something
wrong, ask her- if she denies
something being wrong, it means
SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT-
so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls
you know !!
WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE
AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US
26. Don't lie to HER.
27. DON'T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. Text messege or call her in the
morning and tell her have a good
day at work {or school}, and how
much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she
needs you, & even when she doesn't
need you, just be there so she'll
know that she can ALWAYS count on
you.
ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER
BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT !!
31. Hold her close when she's cold so
she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE, hold her close
and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEKS (it will
give her the hint that you want to
kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm
around her and then she will
automatically put her head on
your shoulder, then lean in and
tilt her chin up and kiss her
LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even
jokingly or act like you're mad. If
shes upset, comfort her.
REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE
WITH HER NEXT
36. When people DISS her, stand up for
her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell
her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put
her head on your chest so she can
listen to the steady beat of your
heart. Link your fingers together
while you whisper to her as she
rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other
grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her, HOLD her in your
arms as long as possible.
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call or text her at night to wish
her SWEET DREAMS.
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe
away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love
her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how
much you love her and then bend
down to her face and kiss her
while sitting on her.
You'll never know when she needs
just a little bit more love

Weeh.

Still happy. :)

whatever will be, will be...

let us all wait and see.

for now, we're enjoying each other's company. right? :)

Drinking Your Water is Like Kissing You

Butterfly fluttering
A step forward
Flower blooming
Another step forward

Hesitation envelopes the two beings
Resistance
Avoidance
But t'was an overwhelming passion

As it touches the very petal
Stars start to dance
Eternity seems to be at hand
Milky Way begins to sing

Gentle as it is
Craving a moment more
Indulging in a deep unfathomable
Hanging a moment more

Denouement's sweet
Blissful
Remorse's never a word
Contentment

Die feelings!Die!

Oh crap!

I thought I was able to make myself back to its righteous state.

This is getting insane.

I am alone in this battle.

Armed with no weapons.

Prepared with no tactics.

Shielded with no coats.

Hay. Hay.

It's an inevitable feeling.

No matter what it is.

This must come to an end.

Paglumalayo ako ay lumalapit ka!

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Explanation 101

Gonna explain things here.
No metaphors.
No idiomatic expressions.
Direct.

start.

Question:
Bakit kita pinabasa nito?
Answer:
Wala akong ibang maisip na paraan para mag-explain ng kagagahan ko.

Mag two-two months na rin naman since the day we met each other. Sa pag-uusap pa lang natin under the heat of the sun eh napabilib na ako sa conversation skills mo. Plus bwisit na boses mo yan, sobrang gandang pakinggan. At yun, siguro dahil nga friendly and all ka nakipag-usap ka sakin without any hesitation. Masaya. Dumating yung bagay na nakakahiyang ishare. Boypren/Girlpren issue. You told me, "Ex na". I believed it.

Ilang linggo ang lumipas. Lagi na kitang nakikita. Shet destiny. Pero sabi ko sa sarili ko. Malamang hindi sya. (haha. i was indeed right)

Hanggang two weeks ago ba?
Hindi na lang kita nakikita. Nakakasama pa. Nasosolo pa.hihi.
Talaga namang kelangan ko ng racket. Ikaw yung naisip ko. Di ba isa yan sa napagkwentuhan natin dun sa swimming. sports. :)
Yun, kelangan kong masigurado kung mapapahiram mo ko. So, I asked your number from Marc. He gave me.
Sabi mo sure..basta ingatan.hehe
Masaya.

Pumasok sa eksena yung ABC. Crap. Nagkita na naman tayo. I keep on glancing at your direction, hoping that you we're also stealing a glance at me.
Di ko alam kung oo.
Basta bigla ka na lang sumulpot at naglalaro ka na rin ng table tennis.
Masaya.

Nagpasama ka ng asiawise. at walang reluctancy naman akong umoo. that was friday. masaya. saw you kahit di gano matagal.

Saturday, sumunod na encounter natin eh nung kinulit na kita about dun sa lecheng racket na hinihiram ko.hihi. Nagtext ka na nasa Bigg's with Ekoy. At eto naman yung gagang atat sa racket, pumunta.
Kala ko eh dala mo na. Disppointed dahil walang racket. Pero masaya dahil nakaisip kang isali ako sa pagdate nyo.hahaha. Hindi ko alam kung sadyang gusto mo yung Careless Whispher na pinakikinggan natin o talagang sinasabayan mo rin ng pagpapacute sakin. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, mabait lang talaga tong taong to. Amen.

Mala. Sunday. Mga bandang 5pm..kumakaripas ako papuntang LCC dahil sa wala akong kasama at wala ka ring kasama. You ought to buy a racket dahil hindi mo pa nga nakukuha yung sayo. At gusto mong may magamit ako. Sweet. Bulate. Bat ang bait mo?!
At akalain mong nag-eenjoy akong sinasamahan ka sa pagtingin ng shirts, pants and shoes. Haha.
I went home smiling.

This is getting deeper.tsk.

I dunno kung pasasalamatan ko si Sir dahil nagkaroon ako ng chance makasama ka for almost the whole day dahil sa photog. Ang dami kong natutunan sayo. Sarap mong kasama. Di ka nakakasawang kausap. At parang gusto kong wag matapos yung araw para makasama ka lang.
Masayang-masaya.

Aware na ko sa kagagahan ko. A friend warned me na baka may girlfriend ka na. At eto ako, defending you na "ex nga. sabi nya ex!"

Nasundan pa ng ilang encounters.

You made me feel special ng hintayin mo ko hanggang sa matapos ako magtutor. That was two hours. Parang walang sayo pero sobrang saya ko. Wala pa kayang gumagawa sakin nun. Not even friends.hahha.
Sobrang saya.

Hay.Hay.

days later.

Friday night. you texted me. na kelangan mong ilipat ang files mo. i need to do this favor. yun ung justification ko,dahil nga tinulungan mo naman ako sa photog..
you were there, sitting. pero parang grabe pa rin epekto, kahit ng presence mo, sa akin.

di na ko nakatiis. i need to know kung talagang friendly ka nga lang talaga. and to verify kung may girlfriend ka nga.
and hell, yeah, it was indeed true.

haha.

masakit. pero im going to be fine. dont worry. sanay na ako.hahaha

hindi ko lang masabi ng harapan.haha.nawala ung confidence ko bigla sa tao. gumuho rin yung kawalanghiyaan ko.haha.

kaya yan.sorry if I expected something.hehe.

we can still be friends.pero wag muna ngayon. joke!
maghheal muna ko.haha.saka na. after pirang weeks or months.hehe.suba lang.haha

un naman talaga dapat eh.haha.masupog saimo.

ahm, clarifications? comments? reactions? suggestions?

open ako makipag-ulay.hehe.wag mo lang akong ipressure.haha.sorry man.

so eto.hehe.yan.

end.

Glad to be back.

the truth becomes more lucid.

it conquered the single fact.

obscurity complements with enlightenment.

the mud befriends the crystal waters.

life and death succeeds each other.

time remains to be silently moving.

scrutinizing yet savoring each second.

love triumphs over apathy and mediocrity.

Thought it was right!

*Sigh.

I am not supposed to be hurt.

But why am I bleeding this way?

Perhaps,
I thought the right person came.

Perhaps,
I thought the right time's today.

Perhaps,
I thought the right person for him was I.

Perhaps,
I thought the right love came along.

Perhaps. Perhaps. Perhaps.

Perhaps,
I don't love him but I thought he will love me.

Perhaps,
I don't love him but I thought he will make me love him.

Perhaps. Perhaps.

Perhaps,
I want him to be the fluid truth in my life.

But perhaps,
He already met the single fact in his life.

Perhaps.

Drop it! It can't be!

Searching signs of your heart in vain

I found it held by someone

I picked up mine

Intoxicated.

Shuttered.

Shredded.

Pieces.

Gone.

Friendly Friend!

*you deserve this post


You don't have to stare at me that way.
Your eyes need not be that twinkling every time I'm around.

You don't have to smile at me that way.
Your lips need not be that magical each time you smile at me.

You don't have to wait for me for two hours
when you're suppose to be going somewhere else at that moment

You don't have to teach me how to take photos
when you're suppose to be doing something else at that moment

You don't even have to walk at my direction
and greet me
when someone's greeting you, instead

You don't have to invite me for a snack
and entertain me
when someone's with you, instead


We're not suppose to walk a kilometer and a half
when typhoon is striking the city

We're not suppose to talk like we're the only two beings
when somebody is talking loudly


Heavens!wohoo.

Sparkle

This is an exhausting day. I've been fed up with all my paper works and photo shoot. The submission of both will be tomorrow. One in the morning and the other is in the afternoon. Both hemisphere of my brain tried to work accordingly. I feel like a glass of water emptied by a thirst being.

Photography's never been my line of interest when this optimistic, world loving, understanding and ever friendly guy taught me to take a photo. I never expected him to be very spontaneous while teaching me. Jargons about photography came out from his mouth so smoothly that I need to scold myself and behave. Shutter speed, aperture and ISO; things I thought I would live without knowing them. Haha. Nice meeting you, three.
Well after all the theories he imbibed to me it's now the time to take my knowledge in the field. I got pretty nervous. I don't want him seeing my lame shots but I can do nothing. I tried clicking the DSLR I borrowed from Nagj. Of course the first shot was a total mess but he continued encouraging me to just practice.

I got a Theo class at 3pm so we took a break and promised to continue later after my class.

As gentleman as he is. He kept his promise. He spent his vacant hours trying to teach me the trick of photography. We went to one of the buildings and tried to took shots from that high angle. He's very patient when it comes to teaching me the "hows". When the both of us can't think of anything to be framed he used me as his subject.

He's not flirting. He's just friendly.

And oh, how I love to hang around with him. May it be playing his sports or mine, swimming like children, eating in a food chain, window shopping for his planned to buy shoes, walking from downtown to Ateneo and probably just sitting around the corner waiting for someone to start talking; name it.

Yes. He is no way a flirt. Only a friend...

And I'm saving all my love for you.

December.

December.

December.


Today's a cold summer.

Never ending breeze

Tomorrow's a windy night.

Chilling and killing breeze


Marble eyes

Mesmerizing voice

Joyous smile

Golden heart

Be back.

In time.

A day.

A month or two.

No.

Winter's warm breath

Soothing icy daggers

Melting instantly.


December.

My ever favorite topic. *wink*

"But the church is not the only enlighten soul on the planet! We all seek God in different ways...The mind finds new answers, the heart grapples with new truths...God is not some omnipotent authority looking down from above, threatening to throw us into a pit of fire if we disobey. God is the energy that flows through the synapses of our nervous system and the chambers of our hearts! God is in all things!"

I have nothing against anybody who is an avid supporter of the church. In fact, I got a bunch of friends who are all devoted Christians regardless of what kind of church they go. It's just that I just don't want anybody asking me if I go to church every Sunday and attend every mass because of a special occasion.


Call me agnostic, atheist, heaven or whatever name you wish to connect with this that I stand for. I don't give a damn for as long as you don't pester me with spiritual insights because I'm already bombarded with it.

I'm not threatening. I'm stating facts.

Ninakaw ko kay kaibigang Naxcz.

Be honored friend name mo nasa title ko..hihi..joke.
Nabasa ko kasi 'to sa blog mo so nicopy ko na..hehe

Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now
(don't tell us who it is) ::

1.Mahal ko kayo!
2. Hindi tayo!!
3. Di po ako makaisip ng problema..huhu
4. Hoy, nitutunaw mo raw ako sa tingin habang naglalaro ako!
5. I like your shoes.LOL. I like you when your smiling at me. Kayo na ba?haha..hanggang crush lang naman ako eh..haha
6. Tita niya ako..hindi rin kami!!
7. Sumama na kasi kayo sa swimming natin.
8. Waaaii. naka move on na ako sayo..wuuii..beh!
9. Bat ba kasi iniwan mo ko?haha..move on daw oh..lolx.
10. Sa lahat ng dumating at umalis, sa lahat ng pagbabago, ikaw ang nanatili ikaw ang hindi lumilisan..I love you more than you can imagine..hehe.obsessed?

Nine things about yourself ::

1. Matalas ang dila ko.
2. Dedicated. Passionate. Motivated.
3. First love ko ang table tennis.
4.Hindi ko pa rin ma-master ang English grammar.ggrr.
5. Mahilig akong kumain. As in kain.
6. Wala pa akong boyfriend.haha.bawal eh.
7. Trying hard akong writer, researcher, speaker, at blogger.hehe
8. Madali akong mapaiyak.
9. Mahilig akong tumaunbling.:)

Eight ways to win your heart :: [okay, this is getting more and more cheesy]

1.Tumbling ka sa harap ko.
2. Regaluhan mo ko ng kumpletong mga libro ni Sidney Sheldon.
3. Huwag kang magtanong thru text messaging kung pwede akong ligawan.
4. Don't interrupt me when I talk.
5. When I say leave, leave.
6. Respect me.
7. Prove yourself in your own way.
8. Ligawan mo parents ko..haha

Seven things you want to happen to you before you die ::

1. Make at least one communication theory.
2. Climb a mountain.
3. Be truly loved by somebody.
4.See him alive and happy.
5. Send someone to school.
6. Sponsor some table tennis tournaments.
7. Ayusin ang aking last will and testament para sa mga maiiwan.haha

Ooops.walang six

Five turn offs ::

1. Yosi. Sigarilyo.
2. Walang isang salita. Umilag ang tatamaan.
3. Irresponsible. Duh.
4. "Walang utak. Walang puso, pwede pa. Pero utak? You never should have existed kung sakali. Mamamatay ka lang. At mahihirapan ka pa bago ka matsugi." tama naman di ba?haha
5. Papansin to the highest level. Iba nag cute na makulit sa papansin to the highest level!

Four turn-ons ::

1. Responsible. Haha. Konti na alng sa mundo ang ganito.
2. Magaling makisama... sa tamang paraan.
3. Marunong humarap ng problema.
4. Masayahin at maganda nag tingin sa buhay.

Three smilies that describe your life ::

1. :)
2. ♥
3. =b

Two things you wish you never did ::

1. Anwser back my Chem teacher in high school.
2. Give my number to a stalker.crap.

One confession ::

1. I am not a victor of love.(:

A dose of earnestness

Life is a maze.

We are all dwelling in a world of fools. A world so familiar to us yet at the same time so vague. We try to attain self-consistency for we always want self security. Many claim to be unselfish still many behave the contrary. We try to deceive ourselves and make a self proclaimed fool out of our identity. Eventually, at the end of the day we still find ourselves light years away from the truth we know.

There are no rules dictating us how to live life each day. We can live life the way we wanted it to be. We live life the way we assumed it to be. Each of us has different ways of celebrating life. Some sing to their heart's content. Many laugh so loud like they've never laugh before. There are those who love so unconditionally. And maybe there are some people, who beg for their food to eat. Some who by chance eat a piece of left over burger from the big black plastic bag they found nearby a fast food chain. There are also those people who just sit around and wait for the taxes paid by the crowd for them to buy new luxury car as to complete their car collection. Indeed, we are in control of our life.

We are in control of our life but our rights end where someone's rights begin.

Shhheeeeeet!

This can't be happening to me!
Kalokohan ang mavirusan si D-ell.
Huhu.
Malupet na huhu..Pano na 'yung sinulat ko dung story..what about the pictures?
wala pa naman akong back up..huhu talaga.

badtrip man..

kasurang ai!

Weird..I guess...

It's a pointless effort to force my brain to write a short story-from the heart.LOL. It seems that I've been doing more of talking than writing these past few weeks. And weeh! I feel like I've been struck by the lightning twice.. (funny I typed mountain instead of lightning just awhile...)

After many weeks or even months of hibernating, here I am again disturbing the world before bed time. Well, I'm not a big loss anyway. It's just me. Soo dramatic.

Hayy. Every time I try to tell something through writing I'm just getting nowhere. CAn't even sustain the first paragraph. Waah. Everything is disconnected from my system.

Just bear with me. If you have the patience to read this post.

Confused by what's happening
Wasted the time I'm needing
revealing sins of the past
unveiling secrets that last


pakingshet!!o di ba..di ko na alm gusto ko isunod na stanza..

lagi bang ganito ang settings ko..

Oh good Lord!

ai..

im pretty bored..

i wanna bite my tongue or some else' tongue..weeh.soo naughty.

waaah!!

ai naku..eng2 ko..hay.hay.


huhu..wanna cry out loud..sheeeet..