PISSED OFF

If this is PMS then I still don't care. I'm pissed off. I'm pissed off by the thought that you're acting like a goody guy just because of the guilt you feel. You really don't care about me. It's just that you want to escape from that nasty feeling.

Potek. Why do I feel this way? Crap.


Alam ko namang hindi PURE truth 'yung sinabi ko. Okay. Sige, namimiss na naman kita. I'm pissed off because I can't talk to you in the manner I wanted to. I'm pissed off because I can do nothing but stare at your profile picture and wonder how your eyes look now that you're with her. I'm pissed off because there's no way, even in hell, that I can make you smile like I did before. I'm pissed off because I badly need your hug but I can't muster enough courage, or should I say, enough confidence to ask for it. I'm pissed off because our memories together linger in my mind, they remind me of something that won't happen again.

Nakakainis kasi parang gusto kong magpapansin sa'yo at kunin ang buong atensyon mo, tulad nang bago kayo nagkausap, pero HINDI pwede! Leche naman o! Deprivation. Hay. Siya na lang ang may karapatang magpapansin, magedemand, at mangulit sa'yo. Crap.

Whew! Naiinis ako! Helpless masyado. Hay, sana kung ano man 'yung mga kinikilos mo ay hindi lang dahil sa nakokonsensya ka. SANA nga.

---Hay, Malean, malaen na 'yan. Tama na.

Utopian Fold: overture

OVERTURE

It was raining hard. The wind blew cold. She hugged herself as she looked around the hall. He was late. He was twelve minutes late. Maybe, he would not come. He might have changed his mind without telling her. She sighed deeply, fought her tears back and stood hesitantly. When she turned around, she was surprised to see him standing at a distance, and holding a single red rose. She must have been dreaming, she told herself. He walked towards her, handed her the rose, gave her a kiss on the cheek and greeted her with a wide smile on his face, “Happy birthday my hot fudge sundae.” She was caught off guard. Butterflies somersaulted in her tummy. She felt electrocuted. Auspicious, really auspicious. Momentarily, no words came from her. She just smiled and looked into his eyes. She stared at him full of doubts, full of questions yet full of love. But with a blink of an eye, her smile became a frown. She was still holding her tears back, trying to look as calm and controlled as she can. She wouldn’t want to ask anything about his former girlfriend. It would just kill her inside. Yet she knew that there’s no place for her in his heart. She remained awkwardly silent for a few more minutes and decided to talk, bursting in a blissful voice, “Hey! What took you so long? I’ve been here for a couple of minutes. How dare you make me wait during my day?” He has no time to answer for she threw her arms around him and gave him a tight hug, whispering, “Can you be mine even just for today?"

Pahabol

Cheesy ba kung sasabihin ko na kaya hindi kita lubusang mapansin at kaya nang-iisnob ako ay dahil sa,

"I can't look at your eyes without seeing how much you love her and how much you have tried to love me. And it's tearing every piece of my heart and leaving me with nothing but pure torment. Yet, I understand so well and I love you still."

Hahaha. Ano pa Malean? HIBI NA! Arg.

CURSING OCTOBER

Simulan natin ang post na 'to sa pagmumura.

Bullshit!
Bullcrap!
Fuck!
Bitch!
Asshole!
Damn!
Shit!
Crap!
Potek!
Pota!
Punyeta!
Punyemas!
Lintik!
Leche!
Hayop!
Pastilan!
Gago!
Gaga!
Tarantado!
Tarantada!


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Okay. Hindi sapat ang lahat ng alam kong cuss words para pantapal sa nararamdaman kong angst. Hay.
Basta bigla na lang tumama sakin ang katotohanang naghihintay na naman ako sa wala. Umaasa na papaburan ako ng mundo pagdating sa'yo. Pero, HINDI.

Nakakapangliit. Nakaka-gaga. Nakakainis. Ayokong maging ganito dahil sa'yo. Hindi dahil sa nagpapakamakasarili ako kundi dahil sa ayoko ng makonsensya ka pa. Tama na, gusto kong maging masaya ka.

Heto't sinusubukan kong magtaray, umiwas at lumayo sa'yo. Sigurado namang maiinis ka sakin sa kakaganito ko sa'yo. Magagalit ka at susuko na ibalik sa normal ang pakikitungo natin sa isa't isa. Mahirap 'yun para sakin. Mas mabuti na ang ganito. Oo, sana mainis ka na lang sakin. Ikaw na lang magalit sakin para iwasan at layuan mo na rin ako.

Hay, leche, tumutulo na naman luha ko. Gaga kasi. Gaga much! Alam ng may ex, maffall. Katangang bata! Potek! Yan kasi napapala mo sa kakadikit masyado sa mga taong malungkot. Kitam, alam mo ng ganyan kakalabasan, ay sumige ka pa rin. Ngayon, sinong nasasaktan? Ikaw! Sinong umiiyak na naman? Ikaw! Sinong pati kaibigan nawala? Ikaw! Sa susunod, huwag 'yung may ex na hindi pa mabitiw-bitiwan. Ano ba naman ang mahigit isang taong pagsasama sa wala pa ngang isang buwan na katuwaan. Wala ka talagang laban. WALA. Accept your defeat.


Letsugas! Naiinggit na tuloy ako kay ex. Buti pa siya, kahit anong gawin niya, babalik at babalik ka pa rin sa kanya. Buti pa siya...

Hay naku, Mal. Kelan ka pa na-insecure sa iba? Hay, sadyang ganyan. Hayaan mo na. Lilipas din 'yan. Kaya mo 'yan. Miss Independent. Hahaha!

Isa pa 'yan! Bwisit. Gusto ko rin naman na may mag-aalaga sakin at makakatanggap ng kung ano at sino ako. Nakakaloka. Putcha!

Sige na nga, ako na ang BIGO. Hahaha! FINE.

At least, love still happens. Bilib rin naman ako kay four-leaf clover. Antinde. Pag-ibig nga siguro 'yan. Hindi nga lang para sakin. Haha. FAIL.

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wordplay001

it does not exist
i told myself
it must be ceased
i told myself

courage i can't muster
fear i keep in cluster
unfathomable water
rumbling sound of thunder

died more than thrice
cried a dozen times
lied not but twice
tried to hate a thousand

gullible is what I am
skeptical only sometime
fell for a simple hug
changed by a teasing kiss

----

shit happens.

SAKLAP

na-mimiss ko ang tawag sakin ng mga high school friends ko na, MALEAN.
Si Ching kasi, nagwallpost pa, er, "MAL" ang saya basahin.
ewan, iba ang impact. impakto.hahaha!
OO, MAGPAPAINOM ako ng GPS pagdating ni kaibigang Reuben galing Singa-poooor. At sana'y available nyan si Naxcz. Malamang si Nikko, present. Wala ang BU studs na sina Laiza at Karen. Ewan ko kina Jols at Kevin, mga dakilang daysers. Si Koren, dahil sa balik PMMA naman ang love nyang si Roeds, tiyak go yun, kahit naman nandyan si Roeds. Haha. Si Khris, malamang present din. Lhet, ikaw rin!
Okay, namimiss ko kayo. Kelangan kong uminom ngayon, kaso, hindi ko kayo mahagilap, alam nyo namang isa kayo sa konting taong nakakainuman ko. (NG ISANG BOTE ng GPS) hahaha! BEAT THAT!

Kaso, wala na ang Tent. Ayoko pa naman sa maingay..panu na yan? saan na? hahhaa

SAKLAP.

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WORD of the DAY: BOLA
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Okay. Natulog ako ng 4am na yata kaninang umaga at gumising ng 7am. That sums up a 3-hour sleep. Okay lang sana pero HINDI. Bakit? Una, dahil may laro ako ngayon! Ikalawa, dahil tiyak na malulula na naman ako nito. At ikatlo, WALA. Wala lang.

Hayan, sinundo ako nina Kuya Oyi at Ogie. Salamat naman, wala pa namang tryc msyado pag linggo.

E-MALL:

Nagwarm up.
Binilang ang mga UNC girl friends, isa, dalawa, tatlo, apat, lima, anim...
Sabay titig kay Jill. Crap! DALAWA lang kami.
Hay, oo. Masama ang loob ko, wala si Ate Denz, disqualified na sa team event.
Wala si Aika. Wala 'yung babaeng nagpapalakas ng loob ko tuwing maglalaro.
Walang good luck na text o kahit anong text mula sa kanya. ASA. Limot nya malamang na may laro ako. Ano ba naman kasi pakialam niya, dba? Crap.

(segue)
Dapat kasi tinext ko na si VP kagabi, er, tiyak magtetext na naman 'yun ng walang kamatayan pero epektib na, "Good luck tomorrow! Make me proud!" Kaso nahihiya na rin naman ako,hahaha..busy 'yun kay pretty girlfriend. I'm happy for him! At tsaka baka bigla na namang magtanong kung kamusta na ang walang katapusan kong lablyp. Pfft.
Mahirap mag-explain sa text kaya okay na yun na hindi ko na rin sya tinext. Papagalitan lang ako nun, sesermunan na naman ako ng, "Sabi ko baga saimo, mag-ingat. Ikapira na yan? Tss. Si huri, dae ko naaraman eh gago baga 'to. Next time. Next time. Ingat na." At tulad ng dati ang sagot ko ay, "Opo! Sadyang lapitin ng palaka. Pasensya na!" Hay, buti naman at okay na health niya at nakakita na rin siya ng girlfriend. Naging makeso tuloy ang mokong. Hahaha. Namimiss ko ang libreng kape ng KopiRoti. Hahaha.



Friendly ang Aquinas boys sakin. Sa kanila ako naki-warm up. Oo, KAYO na ang MAGALING.
Nakausap ko si Tom, player ng Aquinas. Matagal ko na syang kilala. Kaya ayun, tinanong ko kung bakit wala yung mga babae nila. Ayaw daw, kasi malayo. Fine.Hahaha! Maya-maya ay napanisn ng mga ka-team kong nakatingin DAW sakin si Tom. Ayun, nagsimula ng bagay na hindi totoo. Well, good-looking si Tom. Tall, dark, and good-looking (not handsome). Magaling syang magtable tennis. I mean, MAGALING! Hahaha. He's friendly and nice. Pinapauna nya ko tumira, gentleman, pwede. Ay ewan, mamaya nyan, may sabit na naman. Leche. Hahaha! Tama na 'yang ganyan. PERIOD.

ending ng game.
Talo sa UNC girls. Ano pa nga ba? Sila na ang magaling! Bat kasi nagback out USI? Tapos nandun naman si Phids, yung coach nila. EPAL much! Insisting mag-open tournament, nakita na ngang para sa ESTUDYANTE yun! Ambisyoso! Wala tuloy mga USI girl friends. Pfft.

Nagpaalam na kami sa mga naglalaro pa. Tinawag si Mikki, ang baby boy ko na binata na. Ambilis. Hindi na siya si Mikki, JM na. JM! Hahaha. Nagpicture at nagpaalam na. Saktong kinograts ang Aquinas sa game nila. IMBA. SILA talaga ang MAGALING. Nagpaalam na rin kami sa kanila, lahat sila'y nakangiti, si Tom kumaway. Syet, kinawayan ako! (tinatawanan ako ni william, sabay sabing, "sus, baka may girlfriend yan duman ate el.") KUMAWAY lang naman! Feeling!

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2nd sem na bukas.
pano ko kaya maayos buhay ko?

--hindi ko pa narerenew scholarship ko
--hindi na ko mag p-PL o kahit d-DL
--hindi na ko TUMATABA!
--hindi na ko ganun kasigurado sa sarili ko
--hindi na ko NAKAKATULOG ng maayos. badtrip!
--hindi na ko PRODUCTIVE
--hindi na ko nakakatapos ng isang libro sa isang araw
--hindi na ko sanay magsulat ng tula
--hindi na naman ako nakakahanap ng dahilan para sa mga araw-araw. SAKLAP.


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Oo, namimiss ko siya. Huwag niyo ng itanong kung bakit. Hahaha. Miss na miss. Pero since, logical, understanding, patient at self-controlled ako...Bawal unang magparamdam dahil wala rin lang namang mapupuntahan. KONEK? haha. Basta, keri lang..

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classmate1: el? nakita ko sina...
ako: opo. ganun talaga.o bat ganyan na istura mo?
classmate1: nasasaktan ako para sayo.sayang
ako:sadyang ganyan

classmate2: bumalik pa kaya kayo as friends na tulad ng dati
ako: okay naman kami, we're in good terms..pwede
classmate2: talaga? kaya mo?
(sumabat)classmate3: oo! si el pa! oo yan, tingnan mo, after ilang months, oo na yan
classmate2: eh panong ganon?
classmate3: hindi naman kasi sya nagtatanim ng galit.kahit anong gawin mo dyan. yan pa
ako: *speechless* (napaisip: ganun ba talaga ako?)

classmate4: ay ewan. bsta, sinabihan na kita.
ako: *nagpapacute na look*

friend1: ...hndi naman sa kinakampihan ko sya, pero parang ganun na nga..kasi alam kong okay ka na..okay ka na because you've played your part beautifully...
ako: yes! may isa na syang kakampi!
kaibigan1: oo, buti't matured ka mag-isip. ang kelangan mo eh mga girl friends para umiyak pa ng todo at ORAAAAS. *sindi ng yosi*


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You are my sweetest downfall. I loved you first, I loved you first...

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GAGA

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^_____^ hay, four-leaf clover.

VANITY

Hayaan niyo na ko... Dito lang 'to.. Kinuha kasi akong model ng Ang Lao Sy shirt..kaya yan..hihi.. Naadik bigla ako sa sarili ko. Hahaha!


PICTURES! Hahaha! Yey! Kahit papano, natutuwa ako. Hahaha

note

haha..di pulido paka-gawa.hahaha

magkita na lang tayo sa outer space..baka sakaling dun, ako lang. hay. :[

Thoughts on Him

I can't tell you how much I miss you. There's no point in telling you that.
Arg. I miss us. Of course I want us. Haha.
What can I do? You're still into her. Soooo into her.
Maybe you're just bidding your time to have her again. Maybe after a month or two, it will be you and her again. I must not care anymore.
It is your decision. I can't do anything.
I don't want to beg you to stay with me when your heart is still shouting her name.
That will be a pure insult to me.
I am left with no other choice now but to accept that we're not meant for each other.
We did not even try to work things involving the two of us.
You don't want to, because it's only her that you desire.
You're hurt every time she avoids you. I'm hurt every time you tell me that you spend sometime together.

It would all be easy if I believe what you said. Yeah, you're a jerk! You're an asshole! You're rude! You're evil! ----BUT YOU MAKE ME HAPPY.

sana ako na lang siya, para kahit anong sakit ibigay ko sa'yo...babalik ka pa rin. :'[

*sigh*

HIM

He calls me hot fudge sundae. He's my four-leaf clover.
He loves shoes. I love Cloud.
He likes Incubus and admires Brandon Boyd.
He was an orator during his high school days. I just met his former teacher yesterday.
He fears deep waters just like me.
He does not hear masses.
He looks sooo cute when he sweats. I noticed this when he played table tennis with me.
He loves traveling. We haven't had the chance to travel together. Sad.
He is a man of ART.
His art works are so amazing, honestly.
For some reason, he does not want his nape to be touched.


arg...pahirapan na naman 'to sa pag-move on.nakakapagod naman, oo! di ba kasi pwedeng. AKIN KA NA LANG? hahhaha. asa. grabe pang hang over kay ex eh..kainis.hay.hay.hay. sana hindi ko na lng naiintindihan. sana magalit na lang ako sa kanya. sana...sana..sana..crap. eh mahal ko yung tao.pano ako magagalit sa mga taong nagpapasaya sakin?

er...crap. I MISS YOU BIG TIME! T___T

letter to her

i envy you. you're lucky. you won't find another him. take care of him. take care of your love. don't dare to break his heart again. you won't like it when that happens, seriously. we both know that he loves you very much. love him the way he loves you.

i made him happy. you make him blissful. in his eyes, i'm nothing compared to you. i beg you don't break his heart. i love him more than both of you know.

take good care of yourself for him. thank you.

please...ingatan niyo na yang kung anong meron kayo. lawakan niyo pareho mga isip ninyo pag di kayo nagkakaintindihan. adjust to each other. hindi cool off at break ang solusyon tuwing mag-aaway kayo. mahal na mahal ka nun. mahal na mahal ko rin yun. eh mahal na mahal mo rin siya..kaya yan, exit na ko. hehehe..kaya niyo na yang dalawa.haha. basta. basta. hay, naiinis ako sayo pero yan naiintindihan ko kayo. keri lang.

sige po, salamat. huwag niyo na kong isipin, kaya ko 'to. ako pa! hehehe.. ^_____^



----minsan, praning lang. hay. inhale-exhale. pahirapan na naman 'to. the fun. ansakit na ng mata ko kakaiyak!crap.crap.crap.

WISH LIST

---Dahil magbibirthday na ko may konti akong wish..

(1) SKITTLES :)


(2) SINGLE RED ROSE :)

(3) YOU and ME ^___^

kaso, malabo 'tong huli. malabo. impsosible na.. :[

SIMPLE

Simple lang naman 'tong napasukan kong sitwasyon eh.

Ganito...

Nalulungkot siya kasi nagkaboyplend yung mahal nya. His ex for this matter. Ako naman mabuting kaibigan. Pinakinggan siya. Nakipagkwentuhan sa kanya. Pinayuhan siya. Nagshare rin ako ng problema ko ki 17, yun nakinig din naman siya.

Lagi na kaming nagkakasama. Kumakain ng sabay, nagmaMcdo, nanood ng sine, tumatawa at nagkwekwentuhan. Lagi lang kami nandyan para sa isa't isa. Masaya. Nawala yung pagkahumaling ko kay 17, pero siya patuloy pa rin yung sakit at pagmamahal niya kay ex. Wala na kong masabi. Bakit wala na akong masabi? Eh kasi mahal ko na pala siya. Ang gaga. Ambilis lang eh nahulog kagad ako. Lecheng yakap yan! Leche talaga. Doon nagsimula ang lahat. Nagpayakap naman ako. Eh ano naman kasi ang magagawa ko. IT FEELS SO RIGHT! MASAYA ako, bakit ba?

Eh kaso. As usual, ang kasiyahan ko ay laging sa umpisa lang. UMPISA. Hay, yan, nakipag-usap si ex. Well, sabi daw nya, eh friends. So, nothing to worry. Pero yan, nang mag-usap kami, well kahit hindi, na-sense kong it's not what he really wanted. Ahm, ganito. Tipong gusto nya makipag-ayos sa ex nya as in tipong balikan, PERO, hindi ayaw nya. Hindi raw kasi sigurado. Hindi sigurado. At yan, ayaw nya kong masaktan. So, nakokonsesya siya. Hay, eh ganon pa rin yun. Ayaw niyang i-let go. Ayaw niyang mag-move on. Ano naman kasi ang laban ko? Wala.


So yan, ang simple lang. Mahal ko na siya. Nagke-care lang siya sakin. Mahal niya pa si ex. Si ex mukhang mahal pa rin siya. Kelangan ko pa bang hadlangan? O sige, kayo na! KAYO NA ULIT.

Arg, on a second thought. I decided to stay, despite of it all. Hihihi. Matigas talaga ulo ko.

BAHALA NA. EWAN. BASTA. ^_____^

To my Four-leaf Clover

-random phrases, unorganized thoughts, profound emotions-

Thank you for still hanging on. It means so much to me.

Thank you for painting different hues to my October.

You never fail to make me happy every time we are together.

Thank you for your unending sweetness. I feel so lucky.

Every time you hold my hand, my heart skips. Thank you.

For your courage to make me understand things, thank you.

For all the sincere apologies, thank you. But you don't have to apologize.

I understand. I always do.

I'm sorry if I'm giving you moments of confusion.

I'm sorry if my presence annoys you.

I'm sorry if even my sweet words hurt you.

I'm sorry if I want to let go of you. Silly of me. We both know that I really don't want to.

I'm sorry if I hinder you to go back to her. I apologize.

I'm sorry if my love came too early. I can't help it. You're just too lovable.

For all the guilt you feel, I apologize.

We don't deserve these heartaches but we must pass through all of these.

If after all of these nuisances one of us must leave then so be it.

If we survive these battles together then let it be.

We don't need to rush things.

Let's savor the moment.

Let's set all our fears aside. Or if not then let's be scared together.

I'm with you, my four-leaf clover. ^_____^

Lecheng kahirapan

subukan niyo kayang gumawa ng chapter 4 na pagkahaba-haba habang nagbibigay ng sabaw tapos sukli, ngayon sumisigaw ang nanay ko ng yelo.lintik. naiinis ako.hndi naman kasi dapat ganito.hndi ako maka-concentrate sa paggawa.hindi makapag-aral ng maayos. eh bawal naman magreklamo, ano nga naman ang kakainin namin kung hindi rin ako kikilos.the eff na buhay. punyeta talaga. o cge. ayos. kasi may deadline akong hinahabol. mag-aaral pa para sa exam mamaya. at tamang tama para dagdagan lahat ng dapat kong isipin, nagtext pa ang gabay..hay, utang na loob, please naman po..hndi naman sa engrata ako, pero ayoko mg miss gabay...please...hay..ayoko na..i wanna die, as in now na. leche. leche, kung mayaman lang kami. lecheng kahirapan. lecheng kahirapan!!!! grrrr..

MASAYA.

Not in love. Not YET.

PARA KAY FOUR-LEAF CLOVER...

Happy to be with you. Indeed.
You're the reason of my wide grin. Thanks.
A friendship. A magical friendship.
Thanks for understanding. Thanks for being there.


Thank you for the hugs.
Everything seems to make sense now. :)

REKLAMO.

Who would honestly want someone who doesn't want to accept the "existence" of God?
Who would honestly want someone who doesn't go to church and hear mass?
Who would honestly want someone who doesn't know how not to speak her mind?
Who would honestly want someone who doesn't stand in the middle ground?

Who would honestly want someone who's stubborn and stupid?
Who would honestly want someone who's assertive and domineering?
Who would honestly want someone who's a norm breaker and radical thinker?
Who would honestly want someone who's not offering her life to God's glory?

Who would accept someone like me?
Who would not force or encourage me to go to church and hear the mass?
Who would understand the way I think and act?
Who would know how it feels to be deviant?


Who would?

Who would love me unconditionally?


DOWN. :))

Alam ko na...

Ang galing-galing talaga ng anak ko. Pati ako nahahawa sa paggawa ng realization. Hahaha. Isang tanghali na lang na isip ko na naman si Mr. Recently. Anyway, hindi sya para sakin. Ayoko na siya para sakin. Hahaha. At yun, kung ano-ano na lang na bagay at kung sino-sinong tao na lang ang dumaan sa isip ko.

Usaping relasyon at pag-ibig.

Sabi nga ng aking mahal na anak na si Chan, "Dae. Iba kaya 'to si El. Basta, dae ko ma-explain. Basta, kaipuhan mong makipagsabayan saiya kung gusto mong makahaloy na kaiba siya," ng minsang gawin nila kong pulutan ng ilan pang mga kaibigan. Hahaha. "Adventurous pati 'to, kaya mo daw?" pahabol pa niya.

May punto nga naman ang aking anak. Siguro, ganyan nga ako kakomplikado. Pero simple pa rin kung iisipin. I follow guidelines of my own. I have my own rules. I play my own game. If you can't catch up that's not my fault. I don't have time to explain myself every time threads loose.
I can be the most fatal venom or the most effective cure.

Naalala ko tuloy yung isang lalaking akala ko'y mahal ko na, pero akala ko lang pala. Haha. Okay, sabi ni Rica baby, nasaktan ko raw 'yun, as in bonggang OUCH. Sabi ko naman, alam kong kasalanan ko at humingi ako ng tawad sa katangahang ginawa ko. BUT, I can't go back. Ayoko pala sa kanya. And even the angels in heaven nor the demons below can never ever make me go back to him. PERIOD. At, oo, nakakahiya man ang ginawa kong pambabasag ng puso ng iba. Wala akong pinagsisisihan. Naloka rin ako noon, I can't even accept na may ginanon ako. The damage has been done. Let go. Move on. Find another. Yeah, easier said than done, but what else would he choose?

Anyway...

Tulad nga ng sabi ko. Komplikado pero simple. Kung hindi ako masakayan at masabayan, walang problema, umalis at maghanap ng iba. Masasaktan ako pero ayos lang parte na 'yan ng pinili kong maging AKO.

Segue nga pala...

Weird at scary daw ako sabi ng isang lalaking BMHP stude.

-WEIRD dahil ang maganda naman ako pero wala akong boyprend. --wala nga kasing tumatagal dahil weird daw ako..haha..ang gulo niyo!haha
-SCARY dahil masyado raw akong matalino. --WHAT THE FUCK?alam ko lang kung pano gamitin ang utak ko..more than that wala na..

Back to what I'm saying...

Yun marami ngang nagtatanong kung ano ba raw hinahanap ko sa lalaki. Hindi ko alam. Pero yung conscious mind ko eto ang gusto niya:

-mahilig magbasa
-marunong magsulat, english o filipino basta tama ang grammar
-sporty
-mas matalino sakin in my own definition ng "mas matalino sakin"
-may isang skill na kaya nyang gawin pero hindi ko kaya
-palabiro pero hindi sobra, lahat ng sobra ay masama
-sweet
-not so expressive, yung tama lang
-magaling tumiming sa kahit anong bagay
-hindi mahiyain
-gwapo malamang..lalaki nga ang hanap maganda..
-mas matangjad sa kin..dapat lang
-cool pumorma... wag lang akong magmukhang basura pag kasama siya
-maganda ang mata...hahaha
-may pangarap sa buhay
-malalim mag-isip
-passionate
-walang hindi kanais-nais na mannerisms...
-and many other more detailed things na sekreto na...hahahaha


well, hindi naman kasi lagi yang nasusunod.ewan.minsan baliw lang talaga ako.

Hahahaha.

Ayoko lang.

Minsan lumalandi ang Diyosa

9/4/2010
10:08 PM

Hahahaha.


Simpleng banat.
Simpleng biro.
Simpleng pitik.
Simpleng lambing.


Kapag nagpadala ka sa mga konotasyon ng kalokohan, talo ka.
Kapag di mo sinubukan maaring talo ka pa rin.


Magulo.
Hindi.
Simple lang.


Sumabay ka lang sa agos tiyak makakarating ka sa paroroonan.

Sana. Sana. Sana.