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Mom welcomed me home with,
"Hoy Maria Eleanor! Buti naman maaga kang umuwi! San ka pala galing kagabi? Sinong kasama mo?"
I was kinda,
"Nagpancit, nagkape at nag-sundae. Kasama ko si Marc tapos hinatid ako nung kaibigan kong nasa swimming team."
And mom followed it with,
"Ah, si Marc. Akala ko, nagsosolo ka na naman. Huwag ka ngang masanay na naglalakad-lakad mag-isa. O kumain ka na. Tingnan mo yang itsura mo para ka na namang ewan, mag-ayos-ayos ka nga. Yung vitamins mo dyan, ang dami pa, hindi ka na naman umiinom. Ano ba nangyayari sayo?"
Then, my sister butted in,
"Oo nga, Mal. Bat hindi ka na madaldal. Mal, magsalita ka, hindi ka na nagkwekwento. Palagi pating ang init ng ulo niyan, kahit hindi naman inaano."
To end the conversation, I just told them,
"Busy ako. Busy. Andami kasi naming kelangan tapusin. Tapos yan. Basta. Tara, kain na lang tayo."
And yes, nobody dared to ask again.
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To my dear block mates, I want you to know that in your simple ways, YOU MAKE ME SMILE. Thank you! ^____^
it's day 5. hahaha. and honestly, i'm bleeding like hell. hahaha! GORA lang!
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To my dear, resilient, beautiful and stupid self,
Accept the fact that you are both in love, but not with each other. You to him. Him not to you.
He is as good as your ideal man but things just won't permit your togetherness.
Once, he chose her over you. He will do it again and again.
Stop dreaming and get your fine ass out this effin situation.
There's more to life than being sad, broken and lost.
Sun is the center of the solar system not him. It is still a fact.
You've been dead several times, and again it's time for you to resurrect gorgeous phoenix.
And please, next time
be more careful
stop being gullible
no broken hearts
no returning ex
refuse doubtful hearts
know what you deserved
lastly,
NEVER EVER HUG A HEART-BROKEN MAN.
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