Tuesday, December 14, 2010

nalulungkot ang diyosa

I feel so alone. Let me rephrase that. I feel so lonely. I'm surrounded by a crowd of friends but I still feel empty. Despite all the sour-graping and sugar-coating I still find myself difficult to be loved by others. Why is that so? I don't know. I honestly don't know.

I'm vomiting words I have never heard. I'm staring at a place I have never been.

I'm full of love. I'm willing to give more of it, and even all of it.

I want to disclose the deepest me. I want to share my most profound self.

And then there's the rub. No one would want me.

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